*Akita is walking deeper into the forest. lately there's just been too much going on inside the city and he needs to clear his head. had he could he would have stayed here in the forest, but he knows he's needed in the city no matter what happens.
he's not really aware of where he's going but just knows that he's following smaller trails. he sigh and close his eyes trying to kepe from thinking. but failing that he clench his jaw and slams his fist into a tree to get some kind of pain to think of instead before he starts walking again*

*he looks around as he gets deeper and seeing how the animals aren't bothered by him he pays them little attention. right now he just wishes to put some distance between himself and the city as that helps him to feel more at ease*

There wasn't to long until Domenique found out that there was someone in the forrest. He started moving around in cirkles, at first large one but slowly made them smaller, not trusting that it was safe to aproach a person without knowing who it was.

*under normal circumstances Akita would probably have been able to detect Domeniques stalking in quite good times. but right now he wasn't aware that he wasn't alone anymore*

As Domenique noticed who it was he rolled his eyes and steped into Akitas path, just a few meters a head of him with crossed arms "Going a bit to deep into the forrest aren't we?"

*he looks up hearing someone speaks to him and he kinda rolls his eyes seeing it's Domenique* Not too deep, no. Just a walk you know. *he smiles slightly, though it's not the same smile he usually gives but a rather hollow one*

Domenique rose his eyebrow hearing what he said and it rose even more as Akita laughed "What happend to you?"

*he shakes his head and sigh* Too much really...*he was still really upset about everything, but he'd been upset and angry for so long that now he was more tired*

Domenique shruggs but doesn't ask more... Just as when he was with the bears. He would be quiet and allow Akita to tell if he wanted or carry it himself.

*he looks at Domenique some before he starts walking again* You want to keep me company? *he doesn't really know himself where the calm posture comes from, or how long it'll last, but for now he lets it be like that*

Domenique shruggs but starts to walk with him, seeing that Akita needed the company, but most likely not the words.

*he looks at Domenique some as he follows and smiles slightly as it's nice with some company. he doesn't say anything as he hasn't figured out what to say or how to say it. instead he just enjoys the peace here. though he has a vague idea of where he wants to go - an open spot in the forest, a small sanctuary. he just doesn't know where to find it*

Domenique walks around seemingly just strolling... He keept around Akita but walked his own path, sometimes walking a little ahead sometimes a bit behind. Being there but not wanting to preassure Akita with company.

*he strolls along the path as well. he looks up some and smiles seeing that Domenique is still with him. though even though Domenique isn't beside him all the time, now that he have him around he knows he's not alone and that helps him relax some and he feels slightly eaiser for now.
he looks around some not really knowing where he is or where to go, but he has a vague feeling that he's searching for the place where he and Domenique were last time*

Domenique keeps closer after a while but still walks in his own pace and makes his own paths...

*he doesn't find the place he think he's looking for, though as he looks around he finds an open area. he leaves the path he was walking and instead makes his way to the opening*

Domenique looks at him and seeing where he's going he frowns a bit "Wouldn't go there if I were you." he stated before walking in the oposite direction.

*he looks at Domenique and frowns* Why not? *but he doesn't stop.and instead follows Domenique*

"Because that isn't a natural medow. It would swallow you alive, litterally..." he said and keept walking.

*the frown deepens and he looks over at the meadow and shivers* I hate magic...*he shakes his head and keeps following Domenique*

"That's not magic idiot. That's the forrest turning on those who take part in killing it... No one will take being attacked without fighting back. Not even nature." he said and soon you could see the colums of trees that they had walked through las time they came to Domeniques "home".

Sounds like magic to me...*he shakes his head some as he can agree that of course you would fight back - even if you were the forest. he's about to say more when he sees the columns of trees and he instantly knows that it was here he wanted to go*

"It's less magical then the making of your precious swords." he stated before walking into his small camp.

*he shakes his head but doesn't comment as he's not in the mood right now tl discuss such small things. instead he looks around as he gets into the camp and smiles as he relax more*

Domenique threw a glance in Akitas direction as he didn't anwser to then check the fire he keeps burning... When having put on more fire he then laid down in the soft grass and closed his eyes, feeling like a nap would be a good idea unless Akita thought of something to say.

*he looks over at Domenique before he walks to sit by the fire. not that it's cold, but he finds it relaxing to just look into the flames.
he sits there for a little while in silence and watches the flames dance before him. as it doesn't help much to clear his mind he sigh and close his eyes* I have a brother...

Domenique had been quite close to dozing off when Akita spoke... His eyes opend fast and he couldn't help but to remain quiet for a bit to allow the words to sink in.
"That was unexpected..." he sounded calm once he spoke, mainly as he didn't want to make it a bigger deal then he knew it already had to be for Akita... But seeing how he behaved he figgured there was something wrong with the brother, or Akita would be far more happy "And why is that a bad thing?"

*as Domenique take so long to answer Akita starts to wonder if he's fallen asleep. though as he gets an answer he almost lets out a snort as he can agree that it was very unexpected. he's just so glad that Domenique seems to take it all so easy since he doesn't really know how he would handle it otherwise. but hearing the question that follows he sigh and keeps his eyes on the flames* He's the one that killed my family...*he shudders as he says it and looks away from the fire as the nightmares are far to close to the surface, and has been ever since he found out*

Domenique sits up and looks over at Akita to make sure that he really heard him right but seeing him look away from the fire he's convinced that he indeed did... Even thou it seems insane.
"Your brother killed them?... Why?" he asked, still with the same calm but a frown on his face.

*he swallows hard at the question as he doesn't really understand the reasons himself. he close his eyes again to keep from looking at the fire* I don't know...*he sigh and shakes his head* He killed them all...didn't even know I was alive...not until some months ago...

Domenique laid down again but keept an eye at Akita as he spoke "I'll just assume that you've talked to him then... And if you did... Why didn't you ask him about the reason?"

*he lets out a snort as he doesn't really want to think about what they talked about and he shakes his head* I did ask...and the answer was simple...*he sigh*...magic...*he shakes his head some as he still can't see that as a good enough reason. but at leadt it proves him right - magic is dangerous*

Domenique tilts his head to then look a bit annoyed "That's not a reason... That's a how."

*he looks up ay him and almost glares, but not really* It is a reason...it was a fucking curse...so magic is the reason *he shakes his head and looks away again*

"So he didn't want to do it then?" he asked but keept his calm, not caring in the least for the look he got from Akita.

*he frowns* What does that have to do with anything? He still killed them all. *he takes hold of his sword and holds on to it hard* He's still the reason they're all dead.

"Yeah yeah... But if it was a curse it means your brother had no choise. That he didn't want them dead any more then you..." he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, not sure why he did it but it fealt nice.

A curse is no excuse! *he snaps it and gets up. he starts walking away from the fire* It's like blaming alcohol for stupid mistakes. *he shakes his head as he starts pacing back and forth*

Domenique remains where he was, still with his eyes closed "Alcohol is something you choose to pour into yourself, and you still have controll... A curse can allow another man to take controll over your body and then make you move like you were nothing but a puppet on a string. How are those compareable?"

*he shakes his head and doesn't answer at first. he keeps walking back and forth* So? He still did it. He's still responsible for it. If if hadn't been for him I would still have my family. I would have had real parents. Real siblings. A real family! *he clench his jaw and pulls his sword. he spins it in his hand some before he cuts off an invisible head in front of him* I swore I would kill the one responsible. I swore I would have my revenge.

Domenique was as calm as before but opend his eyes as he heard the sound of the swords movement "That's like killing slaves for their masters actions. Pointless...
And if you want revenge, kill the one who's responsible... Not the only family you have left. Kill the one who made your brother into a puppet.
You know, if it hadn't been your brother it would have been someone else... People who set out to destroy entire families don't usually do it because of a whim... It was planned and your brother was most likely just the unfortunate person whom the magican could get his hands on." he stated still as calmly while watching Akita with seriousness in his eyes, but then closed them again.

*he snorts bur doesn't even look at Domenique. instead he keeps chpping the head off imaginary bodies* I'll kill them both. The one with blood on his hands and the one who held the strings. *he bites the inside of his cheek and wants to cut through something solid* He might be my brother, but he'll never be my family. I don't want that man so close...how do you expect me to be around someone that has my familys blood on his hands? All I want is to kill him for what he did. I want him gone, and I want him dead.

Domenique rolls his eyes behind his eyelids "Mhm..." he anwserd as he heard Akita speaking of killing them "So... Who is the man that's pulling the strings? And how will you get to him when you can't leave the kingdom without it risking to fall to pices? Not that I would mind if it did..." he said almost nonchalant.
Domenique listend to what he said but almost cuts Akita off as he speaks the last words "No you don't." Domenique said it with such confidence that it didn't really leave any room for argument, instead it was quite convincing... And the rest he said was spoken witht he same tone "If you wanted him dead he would be dead already... Instead your wandering around the forrest, nearly getting yourself killed. And all because you can't decide what you want.
You've always wanted your family back, now you have it... Not the way you thought it would be, and not the way you wanted it, but you have your family.
You may be mad at him, but no matter what he did he IS your family, and always will be. The only family you have left, and because you know that you haven't killed him."

*he lowers his sword some and looks at Domenique not really caring about the tone in his voice* I will find the man who pulled the strings. I will find him if it so is the last thing I do. *he snorts at the mention of the kingdom falling and shakes his head at Domeniques additional nonchalant tone* If the kingdom falls it'll do so whether I'm here or not. But I'll wait. I have scouts. Good ones a that. *he grins some and nods some as he tries to make up some sort of plan in his head.
though his grin fades and he turns to look at Domenique hearing the statement about him not really wanting his brother dead* Come again? *his voice is colder than he meant it to be, but right now he doesn't want to hear any disagreements. and just before he's about to protest Domenique keeps talking and so Akita listens. though as Domenique finishes Akita shakes his head and looks at him* You're wrong. He's alive because the bloody kingdom needs him right now. But as soon as that's done I'll kill him myself! *his voice trembles slightly and if you listen closely there is actually a tiny hint of hesitation in it. a part of him knows that what Domenique says is true, but he just can't accept that. he shakes his head and turns his back to Domenique and starts pacing again* He's not my family. He might be my brother...but not my family... not that bloody fowl. *he clench his hand around the sword as he puts it back in it's holster just in case*

"It might just be the last thing you do." he said and crossed his arms with a displeased look on his face. But hearing what Akita says next he lets out a short laugh "Your one of the guild leaders. Together with the royal rulesguild leaders the most important people in the whole kingdom. And you think the kingdom would be fine?" raises an eyebrow and studies him but shakes his head as he says he has scouts out, as he found most of the bears worthless at tracking. But that didn't matter now.
Hearing Akitas cold words he looks back at him as coldly as if saying "You heard me." but he didn't bother with saying it and instead he continued before Akita started to protest. Thou hearing Akita say he's wrong he shakes his head "No, I'm not..." he said calmly and as securely. A part of his mind started to go through who it could be as Akita said the kingdom needed him... But the only person he could think of... It was just to impossible. But none of those thoughts showed on his face. But hearing the last words he raises an eyebrow as his suspicions are true "Karasu? THAT'S your brother? You've got to be kidding me..." he sighs as he can't imagen that man as much as hurting a fly.
"Say what ever you want. You don't want him dead, and that's because you DO consider him your family. And you know he can tell you what you always have wanted to know."

He snorts and doesn't care about the displeased look. "Then at least I'll know that the last thing I do will be something good. Cause if I find him and take him down with me I know he can't hurt anyone else..." He's about to continue when Domenique laughs. He glares at him and rolls his eyes as he talks. "I know I'm one of the leaders. And I know how important that is. And right now I'm here, aren't I?! But after this fucking war is over I can get back on the road again and do some good for once. And then I'll have time to find that man..."
He meets Domeniques cold eyes with equal cold almost daring him to say it again, giving him an opportunity to change his statement. But as that doesn't happen and he hears what Domenique says next he clench his hand hard. "You are. You're fucking wrong!" He hates the calm that comes from Domenique and it somehow makes him even more agitated. But he doesn't argue further as he hears the tone in Domeniques voice as he says the name of his brother. He stops and looks at him. "The very same. That fucking fowl is my brother. And he's the one that killed my whole family."
He glares at him as Domenique continues and turns his back to him again. "He's NOT my family. He'll never be my family." He shakes his head as he says it and again there's a tremble to his voice, but this time there's hurt in it. He just doesn't know what it is that hurts so bad when it comes to this, which part of it that it is that causes him the most pain. Again he starts pacing back and forth to rid himself of the anger and confusion that roams his body right now.

Hearing how accapting Akita sounded as he spoke about him dying to kill that man his eyes grows cold, almost emotionless "Have fun dying on your own then." he said and stood up as he would NOT sit and listen to Akita talk about dying.
So as Akita continued he just stood with crossed arms, he listened but would not honour that statement with a response.
"No, and if you actually looked yourself in the mirror when you said that you would realise it to. Your hesatating even when you speak..." he said still calmly, but now there was a underlying anger as well as Akita talking about dying was equal to saying it was okey to leave him.
Domenique almost feels like laughing as he hears who it was, but knowing that was not the best he keept from it and he just shakes his head.

Akita frowns but then glares at Domenique seeing the coldness. "I don't plan on dying. But if I do, at least it's while doing something good." and it was true. Akita didn't want to die and he was certain he wouldn't. though to die when doing something good was the way he wanted to die when the day finally came.
He hardly notices that he doesn't get a response from Domenique as he keeps talking.
Though as Domenique talks again Akita stops in his tracks and gives him a cold glare. "I don't hesitate." He can't help but to hiss as he refuse to see the hesitation and the fact that Domenique is still calm pisses him off. "I will kill him. I swore I would." He clench his hand hard as he remembers that day when he was younger, and the promise he made to get revenge. He takes a deep breath and close his eyes to try and calm down his emotions even if he knows that'll never happen. "And why would I let him live? He took everything..." He mumbles it more to himself than for Domeniqe to hear

"Obviously you are." he growls out at Akita and his eyes darkens "Doing something good my ass. Betraying a shit load of promises that's all you'd be doing." he almost growls it out but still seems calm some how.
"I get that your mad, anyone would be but get it out of your fucking system. Because this isn't you... At least not the you that I know. And I have no fucking interest in getting to know a you that would betray all your vaules and what your parents taught you for people you don't know. So calm your shit, or get. The. Fuck. OUT. And do it now while I'm mad so I wont fucking miss you when your dead." his shape blurrs for a moment but soon calms as he has started to gain more and more controll over the bear.
Hearing Akita deny the obvious he just snorts and as he says again that he will kill Karasu, and clenches his hand he forces himself not to roll his eyes, but his patience was all but finished.
And as the last isn't even meant for him he doesn't bother with anwsering Akita straight out but walks to the edge of the 'medow' before sayingin a low voice "Because you do have a heart, even thou he broke it."

Akita keeps his eyes on Domenique and the glare is still there even if there is a confused hint to it. The calm annoys him even more and just as he's about to say something Domenique continues, and hearing the tone he actually keeps quiet for the time Domenique talks and seeing his form blur he knows he did right even if he doesn't agree to what Domenique says. Though the comment about his parents makes him take a step back. "Father would agree. Though mother..." He trails off and shakes his head some as he knows she would probably be disappointed in him for what he says. But he looks up at Domenique and snorts. "For fuck sake. I'm not leaving here, and I wouldn't leave you behind. You're the one thing that keeps me fucking sane!" He all but growls it and doesn't care that he says more than he probably ever would.
Having his back towards Domenique he frowns as the words travel through the air and reaches him weather Domenique meant for them to or not. "He didn't break it. He destroyed it! He took everything from me. I was alone...for months. Years! There was no one, and it was all because of him! Don't tell me you wouldn't want to kill him if you were in my shoes." His voice trembles slightly and he holds on harder to the hilt of his sword as he can feel the suffocating loneliness get a hold of him and he needs something to hold on to.

Akitas confusement only angers Domenique further, but he says nothing about it as he was far to close to snapp to dare scream. Especially when knowing this part of the forrest would follow his every mood.
But he lets out a cold, hollow laugh as Akita said his father would approve "Your father would approve of you abandoning all responsibility you have towards the Bear Guild to kill your only biological relative? Yeah right." he shook his head, knowing that even if Akitas father might have agreed at first his mother would soon have talked sense into him.
His shape starts blurring badly, it goes to the point where you can see the bear almost as clearly as you can see Domenique..."FUCK YOUR SANITY! What about MINE?!
You really belive I'll sit and wait for you, knowing you may or may not come back?! FUCK NO! Then you can consider yourself single!" he said with a ice cold voice, thou there was a barely unhearable undertone to his voice, one he had never had before, as he stomped over to the edge of the trees, but just before he stepped outside he stopped and punched one of the trees hard enough for it to crack and even thou it cannot be heard, something breaks inside Domenique as well.
But the pain does steady the shape "You really won't get it will you?" he doesn't even loook at Akita.

Akita glares at Domenique hearing the cold laugh. Though what he says makes him slightly more confused even if he does hide it. "Why would I abandon the guild? He would agree on getting revenge. He would do the same. And he never abandoned anyone. And I don't intend to do that either."
He takes a slight step back seeing how much Domeniques shape blur. "Of course I don't fucking expect you to wait for me! I want you to be with me. I would never leave you. Ever." Though hearing the last words it's like someone punch the air out of him and he can't breathe. He looks after Domenique but can't bring himself to follow him. He can barely move as he didn't know it would hurt this much to hear those words being uttered. Clenching the sword harder his hand goes white and he finally manages to take a breath. He looks at Domenique and even though he doesn't know if the words are for him or not he hears them. "What is it that I don't get? I promise I won't leave you. I swear I would never. You're the only thing that makes sense in this world. Why would I ever give that up?" He walks up to him. "And I'm not saying that as a reason to keep you here. I say it cause it's true." He doesn't have it in him right now to scream even if it might be easier. But the pain in his chest makes it harder and he says it with a seriousness he seldom muster. "Yes, I want revenge. I want to kill everyone who robbed me of my past. But if I lost you while doing so I might just go and die myself cause it wouldn't be worth it anylonger."

"Because you are meant to be HERE help the people here, not go off for personal reasons! AH!" he roars and ruffles/pulls his hair "I don't even give a fuck about this shitty kingdom!" he almost felt like giving up this whole conversation and just leave, but he couldn't bring himself to move.
"Your father was impulsive, but, he would NEVER leave his post. And your mother would have hit your father so his head spun on his shoulders if he had he ever considered it. And she would have done the same to you, as many times as needed until you got that you can't have both!"
And hearing Akita once more saying he wanted to eat the cake and keep it he shook his head "Be with you?! You have a BAD fucking way of showing it! Saying you'll get the hell out of here as soon as you can. And you already know I CAN'T leave here. If I leave both the forrest and I DIE. So stop the bull shit already and make up your mind!"
Domenique knew his words were harsh, but they were true as well... But he couldn't bring himself to answer Akitas first question. He just shook his head at what he said first "Revenge wont solve a fucking thing, I KNOW this for a fact. I have tried.
And your past is not lost, it's forgotten." he kept a distance between them as he wold punch Akita sooner or later, and for now, he preferred later.

Akita lets out a slight snort. "You know as well as I do that guild leaders travel around for most parts of the year. The only reason we're all still here is because of this damned war that's going nowhere! And I know damned well that father wouldn't leave his post! For fuck sake, you're blowing this way out of proportions. I wouldn't do anything unless I knew I was right here! I would never abandon anyone for something I wasn't even sure of." He all but snaps as he finds Domeniques reasoning to be way more complicated than it really is. As he said, he would never jeopardize his guild nor Domenique for something he couldn't even prove. And the fact that Domenique seems to think he would infuriates him.
He frowns as Domenique continues. "No. I have no fucking idea that you can't leave the forest cause you haven't fucking told me! How the fuck am I supposed to know if you don't say it? I'm not a fucking mindreader!"
Akita shakes his head some. "Well, I haven't. And the thought of revenge is all that's kept me going. It's what made me fight to stay alive when I was lost. It's what made me not give up. It might not bring me peace or shit like that, but at least I will have it done. To do something..." He sigh. "I didn't say it was lost. I said it was stolen. There is nothing, nothing of the happiness that bloody fowl talks about. And there's nothing of what could have been either...The past and future was stolen. All that's left is the fire, the pain, and the loneliness. I was alone for so long. For years...it wasn't until the bears found me that I found something. The guild gave me a home. And then you brought something else. Something bigger. But I just can't forget what happened. And I fucking well can't just forgive it." He looks at Domenique and he wants to get closer, though he has a strange feeling that if he does Domenique will hit him one way or another. So he keeps his distance and hopes that what he says makes sense to more than just himself.

"Yes, WITHIN the kingdom, do you really belive you will find what your looking for HERE?" he snapps back not bothering to answer the rest as he felt the anger boil up anew.
"IT'S BLOODY OBVIOUS THAT I CAN'T LEAVE! I am linked to this place, and I am meant to protect it, HOW can I do that if I LEAVE?!" he roared back at Akita and a large part of him wanted nothing but to get out of here, as Akita at the moment showed all the sides he DIDN'T like.
As soon as Domenique heard that the thought of revenge was all that kept Akita going his eyes grew ice cold "All huh? Then keep yourself going somewhere else. Because I am sick of your revenge." he crossed his arms as he had nothing more to say.
"And if you kill Karasu it will be LOST, and you will have taken it from yourself. He IS your brother, weather you admit it or not, and he is the only way you will ever learn about the happiness he speaks of. And you are fucking stupid if you tell yourself something else." he said as he was DONE arguing for Akitas best when he so obviously choose not to listen.

"Father used to travel outside the kingdom. Threat assessments, following on trades and shit like that. Or have you missed that the kingdom actually has business with other kingdoms as well? So don't give me that shit about having to stay within the kingdoms borders when there's no war going on. Father used an owl to keep in touch with the others. I have my eagle. So I can basically travel wherever the fuck I want if I have a good enough reason to it."
Akita looks at him and can't keep a small growl back. "No! It's not bloody obvious that you can't leave! You've left before so how the fuck am I supposed to know that now suddenly you can't!?"
He looks at him and doesn't even move a muscle seeing the cold in Domeniques eyes. "Yes. It was all that kept me going. I'm sorry if I didn't have a more noble thing to keep me alive when I was a kid. But for years it was all I had. So excuse me for still feeling strongly for it."
Hearing the name he lets out a low growl. "Don't use that name. I don't ever want to hear that. Especially not along with brother. Cause I don't fucking care what blood we have in common. He will never be my family. And if he's the only way to finding out about it, then I'd rather live without knowing." His voice is low as he speaks and he feels so damned done with this argument as it feels like they're just talking in circles as Domenique refuse to listen to what he really says. He doesn't want to fight over this. He wants to vent it, get it out and figure out what to do. But all Domenique does is attack everything and thus he defends. He knows it won't end well and so he just sigh. "And if you really decide to leave, then I have no reason to stay.The bears are my family, but you are my home."

Domenique snorts and shakes his head as his memory of things were that Akitas father left VERY rarely, so rarely that it wasn't even worth mentioning... And knowing other bears could do close to all of that, it was even less worth mentioning. By now he had also run out of patience and so he looked Akita in the eye to let him know that this was no fucking joke "Fine, I won't force you to do shit. But let me make this perfectly clear then... I don't trust you to return, not for a fucking minute. So if you leave, you better stay gone." he said and put a tone on the last two words that left no room for misunderstandings or arguments.
"Since I left the bloody guild" he says the word guild with almost disgust as he was to mad to hold anything in "when have I left the forest? Because as far as I know, he furthest away I've been is the fucking Bastille." his voice remained as cold, even thou he desperately wanted to scream as the anger inside wanted out.
"I don't give a shit about what USED to keep you going." he said and that Akita didn't get what he was saying just made him look even colder "And I don't need your excuses, especially not ha half assed one like that."
"If you don't want to hear it, then leave. But don't believe for a fucking second that you can order me around." he growled back at Akita. But the rest he didn't bother to comment on as Akita obviously was to thickheaded to get his own good.
Hearing the sigh and the comment that followed made Domeniques shape blurr once more as he forced himself to hold back from punching him "You have NO fucking right to say that after all the shit you've just been saying."

Akita looks at him and he would get it even without the serious tone. "I would return. I would always return to you."
He glares at him hearing how he says the guild, but he lets out a slight snort. "And how the fuck should I know what you've done since you left the guild? I haven't kept track of your movements all the fucking time. So if you don't tell me things then don't expect me to fucking know them." He doesn't care about how cold Domeniques voice is as he just manages to keep his own anger under control without letting out another growl.
"Well, apparently it does as you're the one who doesn't get what I'm saying. It was fucking everything I had so excuse me for not getting over it and be so freaking happy about learning what fucking happened!"
He lets out a laugh. "I could say the same thing to you. Don't fucking believe that you can order me around. You have no fucking idea how it feels to hear that fucking name! It's like an insult to everything I know!"
Seeing how Domeniques shape blurs again Akita keeps looking at him. But hearing what he says brings a low growl from him as it hurts to hear. "You're the only one that's been hearing shit then. Cause I've said nothing like that. What do you want me to say then? That I'll forget everything and play happy family with the fowl? That I'll pretend like nothing happened when I just want to twist his neck and tear that fucking smile from his face? That we should be the perfect fucking family? Is that what you want to hear?" He lets out an almost desperate laugh. "Cause if you do then you're the one that's delusional. I can swear to you that I will never leave. I can swear on my life, on my sword. But if you want me to swear the same about the fowl I can't."

A deep growl that made the forest seem to darken "Don't you fucking dare to make a promise you don't know if you will be able to keep." he said and the anger he had held in made his shape blur worse then ever before. Because he knew very well how important honor, and keeping his promises was to Akita, so realizing that those things did not apply to himself hurt, even thou he wouldn't admit it even to himself.
"You know I had no attachment to the forest while in the guild... And I TOLD you that the war hurting the forest made me worse. If you then don't listen enough to put be able to one and two together fine. But do NOT say I haven't told you."
He looked coldly at Akita as he said Domenique didn't understand "I understand perfectly, but what used to keep you going doesn't matter for shit. I don't give a fuck about what you did before we meet. I NEVER will." he said calmly, and meant every word. What had pissed him of was that Akita had said revenge was STILL the only thing that kept him going.
"I haven't tried to either so shut the fuck up til you have something to say." he snapped at him and he didn't even bother saying anything about the rest.
"Barely anything but shit has left that mouth of yours.
If you don't want to talk to him fine, I'm saying don't kill him, because I KNOW you'd regret it, sooner or later! So don't even bother with denying it, I have heard it before from you, and I can't be bothered to hear it again. And I don't care if you feel disgusted by him or that you want his head on a pole, the opposite has shown on your face the whole fucking time."
Hearing among the last Akita said he let out a snort "Then swear." he stared Akita down as he had no intention of letting that comment slide "And know that if you do swear, and break it, I'll have your head for it."