Cassandra had been gone for a long time.
befor She left she had left the crown in her mothers room, with a note saying she resigned from being a princess.

She hadnt been seen att all since then but now she wanded the market with cloak that covered her face etc.
She stopped by a stand and bought apples, she smiled alittle, bowed and continued looking at what the stands had to sell.

She smiled alittle and caressed his cheek

He smiles softly as she does. Soon he gave up on eating, he had eaten too much. "Thank you. I'm sorry I can't eat more..."

"Dont be sorry, love.. Its okey, im just happy you eat.. and.it will be better with time" she said

He nods slightly but sighs. He felt stupid for this, but he was happy he wanted to live again now that he have something to live for~

"dont worry.. Okey? everything wll be back to normal, sooner or later but we will get there.. The only thing thats changed is that now im only a regular girl, no princess.. and i can be with whomever i want, and i always want to be with you"

His eyes teared up and he started to caress her cheek. With a thick voice he said "you'll always be my princess" and kissed her forehead

She smiled snd caressed his chest softly "You will always be my king, Zodomir~ cause you are the only one for me"

"I'll always love you, Cassandra" Zod says and really means it~ He could look at her all day now that she is back~

She smiled "You own my heart, love~" she said and kissed him lovibgly

Zod answers the kiss as loving and caress her cheek softly as he does~

She smiled "Want to take a bath or so?" she asked softly

"If you join me?" Zod asks and hugs her close

she nodded and smildd. "A nice, warm bath?~"

"Thar sounds really lovely," he says and smiles warm. Then he slowly got up and walked out with the tray and so

She took then fflm him and walked tl the kitchen and fixed it, she walked to Zodomir and put a arm around him then walked to the bedroom~

Zodomir sighed a little as she did but smiled as she came back, he accepted the help and walked with her. Once they got there he undressed slowly

Cas undressed to and smiled softly, she helped Zodomir to get off the pants and so~ She Loved helping him

(or does she love seeing how happy he can be when she undress him? ;D)
Zodomir smiles a little as she helps him and then stands there, waiting for the water to fill the tub

She smiled and caressed his sides "My beautiful Zod~"

He shook his head. "Please Cas? Maybe in a week?"

Cas looked at him then lokked down and let go. she walked to the bathtub and sat on the edge while it filled up. She bit het lip and was just quiet, she still thought he was beautiful, handsom, sexy, well everything. She loved him, for exactly who he was, no matter how he looked, really, so she did tell the truth while saying it and it kinds hurted when he didnt want her to say things like that.

Zod walked to her and caressed her cheek and made her look at him. "I tried to slowly kill myself, I wanted to suffer... I'm ashamed of this body. I know you mean it, you've always meant it. But I did this when I thought you were gone forever, I punished myself, Cas... I don't want to look like this, you deserve better. Now I just look sick... I should see it from you point of view, because if you looked like this I would still think you were the most beautiful person in the world," he says and kissed her forehead. "But I can't get rid of the thought I look horrible right now. You can probably see every bone in my body. I'm not as pale, I don't look as tired or dead and I want to live. All thanks to you, you've been taking care of me. It haven't been many days, but thanks to you I'm already better. I'm happy again, soon I'll think I'm good looking too. I didn't mean to make you sad, but I know I can look better. I just need to eat more..." he says and sighs. Zod now regrets he asked her to stop, because he hated seeing her sad and hated being the cause... "I love you, with all my heart"

Cas looked at him "I dont care how you look, i dont care about any of that... You are the one i love, Zodomir... No matter how you look.. i dont care at all... for me, you are the most beautiful man and person in the world... inside and outside.,,"

Zod smiles softly and kissed her lovingly while he caress her cheek. "I still want some more meat on my body..."

she nodded and kissed him deeply

He answers the kiss as deep and hugs her close. "Shall we get in?"

she nodded and walke dinto the tub~

Zodomir smiles and follows her lead, he sits down in the tub too~

She sat down on the other side, she wanted to sit leaned to zod but she did.t want to hurt him.

"Come here instead? I want to hugs you, have you close. Please?" Zod asks and gave her a warm smile and held out his arms

She moved to him and leaned to him "I ...just dont want to hurt you" she said

He put his arms around her and closed his eyes. "you won't, love"

She nodded.and kissed his neck alittme.

He smiles and stretched his neck, he relaxes as he holds her

she made a small Hickey~

"Ooh...~" He says and laughed softly, he starts to caress her back softly

She giggled alittle and smiled "You have too few markings that shows others you are mine~"

"Then why don't you make them?~" He asks charmingly and smiles

She smiled and nodded, she.made small bitemarks and a few more hickeys on his neck~

He actually moaned when she made the bitemarks~ "Other won't even have the courage to come close"

She giggled alittle "I would slap any girls who eould ever try to take MY Zod~"

Zob smiles and kisses her lovingly~

She answered the kiss and smiled "My besutiful Zod" she said with a soft tone.and caressed his cheek

He leans against her touch, which he had missed so so much... "I'm so glad to be with you. You make me happy"

She smiled "You make me happy too, the happiest person alive"

He smiles and caress her cheek. "I long for the day I can take YOU~" he says charmingly and kisses her softly

She smiled alittle and looked at him " You always take care of me. the only think keeping me alive was that i knew You were somewhere" she said

"The rumors were killing me.. I was so happy when I saw you again. Our memories never left my mind..."

"wich rumours?" she asked sofly

That you had fled because you killed someone, you did something that made people want to kill me, that you found a man and ran away with him..." he said and shrugged his shoulders. "One lady even said you were dead..."

She looked at him "Nothing of that was true... I went away cause i didnt belong...I was never a princess..and there was so.many things that happened at the same time... I... Needed time away..To find Cassandra..."

He shook his head. "You are my princess..." he said and caressed her cheek softly

She looked at him "Im not a princess anymore... Not for anyone else. Im just a Girl..But, you are and will always be my king " she said

"Stop. You're always going to be my princess. With or without the actual title..." he said and kissed her lovinly

She answered the kiss and hugged him. "My wonderfull King.." she said softly

He hugs her back and kisses her head. "I'm so happy to be with you"

She smiled and hugged him " I will never leave tou again" she said

He keeps hugging her and smiles. "Good~"

She smiled and looked at him "Love...can...we try for another baby..?" she asked

He looks at her and a warm smile spread over his lips. "I would love that, my love" he says and kisses her loving

She answred the kiss and smiled alittle "R...really?"

"Really. I want a child with you, I really am planning in spending the rest of my life with you"

Cassandra smiled happily and hugged him close. "I want another child...and many more with you.."

He hugs her back and closed his eyes, he breathed in her scent. "I want as many as you want, my queen"

She smiled "But.. Lets start with one ... " she said, she didnt consider Damion as her child still, since... he was more demon then anything.

"Of course..." he said and caress her cheek softly. "And let's take one day i taget"

She nodded and smiled alittle, she caresse his cheek "that sounds good"

He nods a little and gave e her a small smile. "I love you, I hope you know that" he says

Cassandfra nodded and smiled "I know, love~ "

he kisses her lovingly and hugs her close~ "good"

she nodded and kissed him lovingly

He answers the kiss as lo ing and hugs her close. "What do you want to do today?"

"yjust...be with you//". she ssid

Zodomir nods some and smiles, he caress her cheek and looks at her

she smiled carefully and hugged him close

He holds her close and kissed her hair, he closes his eyes and smiles warm

she caressed his hest and looked at him

Shortly after he closed them he opened his eyes again and looked at her. "Shall we try to shop some today?" he ask softly

She nodded "Yeah, sounds good". She said softly and looked st him

He caress her cheek and kissed her lovingly. "Want to go now?"

She smiled "Sure~" she ssid softly

He gets up and undresses, then he put on his clothes~

she got up and put on her dress and so on.

He looks at her and smiles softly. "Ready?"

she noidded and smiled "Mhm.. lets go~ "

He nods and smiles, he walks to the door and opened it for her

she put her shoes on and wslked out~ she smiled

He walks out after her with a smile, then he locked the door and took her hand as he started to walk~

she held her hand and smiled

He walked kinda slow since he didn't have his energy just yet

She walked in his pace, she wasnt in a hurry~

He keeps waling till there there~ He holds the door for her~

She smiled "than you love~" she said and walked isndie.

He smiles and walks in after her

She smiled and looked around alittle

she moved and moaned~~

"My love.. Ah~" he moans~

"Nhn..yes... my beloved..?~" she asked and moved alittle faster~

"So Great~~" he moans and smiles warm, he really means it~

she smiled "I agree~" she said and moved~

He moves with her and moans~~

she moaned and mived~~

Zod was close already since its been a while~

cas moved qlittle faster and deeper, she moaned and smiled~ she wqs realky tight and niice

Zod smiles and caress her breasts. "Ah... I'm gonna cum soon~" he moans, he really does enjoys this~

She smiled " Come then~" she said and moaned, she moved alittle faster~

"He was reeeeeeaally close but didn't want to come if she wasn't going to...~ though it didn't take long before he came hard and a lot against her sweetspot and moaned dark~~

Cassandra arched her bsck and moaned kinda loudb"A...ah!" she came too, it was a intense orgasm~

Zodomir was grinning~ "Damn that was hot~"

She sat astride him.and was breathing fast. she smiled and let her orgasm 'hug' his cock~ "I...it was even better...then i remember~"

Zodomir moans softly as he feels how tight she is~ "Yeah... I actually agree. You feel soo nice~"

She softly moved away as her orgasm stopped~ She laid down besides him.and softly hugged him. "My love..~"

Zodomir hugs her back and closed his eyes. "I have really missed you..."

"i will never ever leave again..Im so sorry foe doing this too you.."

"It's okay, the important thing is that you're here.." He says and kissed her head

she hugged him "i will never leave..."

"I'm glad to hear that..." He says and hugs her close. "But more exactly why did you leave?"

"Well... i...dont knoe..."

"Okay" he says and kissed her head, he sort of believed her

she sighed "I.. was stupid.. scared and... young..? " she said and added "I didnt.know what to do..."

"you're still young, and as beautiful as ever" he says and kissed her lovingly. "in sorry I asked, let's just... put it behind us?"

she answered the kiss and nodded. "i will never leave you again..."

"I believe you, my love" he says and really means it, he holds her close to himself

She held him close and kissed his neck gently as she hugged him.

He stretched out his neck and closed his eyes, he shivers. "Are you sure you're not disgusted with my body?"

She looked up at him" Why should i be...?"

Zodomir sighs a little and looks at her. "Look how thin I am Cas...."

"Its alittle scary, yes... cause of the health risk.. But.. its not repelling, disgusting or anything like that..."

Zod nods slowly and caress her cheek with a careful smile

She looked at him "When tou have gotten thinner ive gotten fatter..." she said and frowned, she hadnt gotten 'fat' thou, it was just cause she had grown and got curvier

"While I look like a sick, pale man you've become even more a woman. You are so, so beautiful"

She caressed his chest "I love you, even if i would like to yo gain weight, my love... But just for your own sake, nothing else " she said softly

"I will...Now that I have you" Zod says and smiles warm. He hugs her close and looks at her

she smiled and.hugged him "I will feed you with only homemade food~"

"Really? That sounds perfect~" he says and kisses her lovingly

she answered the kiss, nodded and smiled "Yeah~"

Zodomir smiles and blinks slowly. He looks at her like it was the first time he saw her~

She caressed his cheek "Ive really missed you..." she said and leaned against him, softly.

"I've really missed you too," he whispers softly and then kissed her head. "You have no idea..."

"but...now we dnt have to miss eachother.."

"I will never leave your side" he says and hugs her close

she smiled alittle "lets sleep now..."

Zod nods and kisses her lovingly. "Goodnight my love"

she answered the kiss "Good night..~"

He closed his eyes and kept her close to himself~

she hugged him and fell asleep pretty soon~

It didn't take long before God fell asleep too, and this night he slept pretty well and a lot from what he's used to~

Cas slept until nine someshere and looked at Zod, she webt down to the kitchen and made breakfast"1

Zod kept sleeping a while since he obviously needed it~

Cas fixed breakfast abd so but let him sleep~

Zod woke up after a while and stretched out after Cas. He felt the panic rise and he sat up fast and stared at the empty side..."Cas?!"

She walked to the bedroom "Shh.. calm down.. I wqs making breakfast" she said and caressed his cheek

Zod looked at her and you could see how relieved he was~ He pulled her close and closed his eyes. "I thought yesterday was a dream.."

She hugged him close "It wasnt a dream, love.."

He hugs her back and cuddles against her. "I'm so happy..." He says and breaths in her scent~

she smiled "let me go for a while and i will come back with the breakfast, okey?~"

"Yes, if course... I'm sorry" he says and let her go, he smiles softly

She kissed him and walked to the kitchen and got the tray of breakfast then she walked back to him and smiled alittle. "I made your favourite" she said and looked at him with a soft look

"In that case I hope I can eat more than yesterday~" Zod says and sat up completely, he looks at the food and it really looked delicious~

She gave him his tray and smiled "I just put up alittle at first, but there is more im the kitchen~"

He gave her a warm smile Nd nodded. "Thank you. Now, eat with me..." He says and starts to eat

she sat down with her plate and started eating

Zodomir ate slowly but oh he did enjoy the food, he had missed her cooking and his favorite food

She smiled and looked at him. she smiled alittle nd caressed over his hair.

Zodomir looked at her as she did and smiles softly. The color on his skin had started to come back

she smiled alittle "you are so beautiful..."

He wrinkles his eyebrows as she says so. "In a week maybe..."

"no, you are beautiful now, my.love...always" she said

"You are the beautiful one, dear" Zod says and caress over her hair softly

"ibthink you are beautiful"

He smiles softly and nods. "Thank you dear"

she smiled alittle and kissed him

Zodomir answers the kiss and smiles warm. Then he ate a little more

Cas finnished eating and smiled alittle.

Zod ate really slowly, he wanted to eat everything she had put on the ate, even though he's full

Cassandra walked. She hadnt seen Zodomir sincr they argued about Damion... She stopped by a small pond and pulled off the hood

Zodomir sighed and took a pill-looking thing, he swallowed it without water. He looked at the wall. "I need more of this if I'm gonna make it through this weekend..."

Cassandra sat down and caressed over the water "i miss him.." she said and sighed

"Better now so I don't have to hurry..." He mumbles and gets up. He put on some more clothes, since he's really cold all the time. He opened the door and started to walk to the woman who had given him the "drugs"

Cassandra looked down into the water and sang softly

Zodomir heard the voice when he had walked a short while. "No... No... Stop this...!" he said and put his hand over his ears

Cassandra sang~ She heard something, a voice.. she recognized it "... z...zodomir...?" dhd said

"Remember.. This has happened before Zod... Your brain hates you..." he mumbles to himself

Cassandra got up and walked to him "Z...zodomir...?"

Zodomir looked at her. "Cas...?"

Cas nodded "Y..yes..." she said

Zodomir shakes his head and sighs. "So I'm hallucinating too..."

Cas walked to him and grabbed his hand, softly "No...you dont..."

Zodomir shivered over his whole body~ "Cas... It's really you...?"

She nodded "Y..yes...its me, Zodomir.."

Zodomir lifted his hand and caressed her cheek with his fingertips. "You're here...." He couldn't believe it, so he would probably say stuff like that again... When he knew she really was there he used his whole (magra) hand to caress her cheek

She hugged him "i..im s...so sorry zodomir..." she said

Zodomir hugs her back and closed his eyes, it felt so good to have her in his arms again. He nods

"do..you still love me..?" she asked

"Yes... I still love you..." He answers and caress her back while he hugs her

she hugged him "t...take me back...?"

Zodomir looks at her and smiles a little. "I would love too. So you still love me?"

"i have always loved you and always will, Zodomir.."

"Thank you, Cas" he says and carefully kissed her head

she hugged vim " my love..."

She hugs her back. "I don't want to ruin the moment... But I need to get done... medc... or whatever it is..."

He*

she looked at him "...what meds...?"

"To keep me somewhat okay..."

"lets go to minami instead..."

"Okay..." He answers and smiles a little

she took his hand softly and walked to minami.

Minami was sitting at the (kassathingie-~

Zodomir walked with her and held her hand. When they got there he looked at Minami and gave her a tired smile. "Long time no see~"

Minami smiled "what do you need?" she asked

cas looked at zodomir "Tell her" she asked softmy

Zodomir sighed and told Minami what he had been eating/taking and his new habits of more or less no sleep, selfharm, not eating, depression, being alone and crying...

Cas looked away and was quiet.

Minami nodded "Well.. Now when Cassandra is back.. lets change that, okey?" she said softly

Zodomir nodded and looked down. "yeah... Now I have something to live for again" he said and looked at Cas~

Cas looked down, you could see how guilty she felt..

Minami nodded and gathered some things. "Lets see.. Have you heard voices, hallucinating or so?" she asked

Zodomir pulled Cas close to himself and hugged her. He looks at Minami. "I've heard voices, but I haven't 'seen' anything, so to speak"

cas hugged him close and leaned against him.

"Hm.. alright" she said then gathered the other things

Zodomir caressed her back softly as he waited for Minami to get done so he could pay

Minami looked at Zodomir "You will feel abstinence.. from what you have taken befor.. since that wasnt Medication.. But this is, and 100% pure nature. You wont get addicted and you will get your apitite back too" she said and gave it to him, She smiled.

Zodomir looked down, he was a little ashamed. "So it was drugs..." He mumbles and sighed, and as he did he hugged Cas closer. "What do I owe you Minami?"

She nodded "When its something.. please come to me instead? I have better things then any dealer anyway..." she said then added "Nothing, its a gift~ " she said and walked behind the counter again.

Cassandra hugged him and held his shirt.

"Thank you Minami, I will. I was just desperate and you reminded me of Cas. It was hard. it's not that I have anything against you. You're a good person" he says and smiles as he looks at her

Minami nodded "I understand, Zodomir, I dont take it personal" she siad softly and looked at them "You two should go home, be together~"

Cassandra looked at Minami "Thank you..." she said and looked up at Zodomir "L...lets go..?"

Zodomir looks at Cas and nodded, then he softly let go of her and opened the door for her

"thank you.." she said and walked out. she waited on him and looked down

"Goodbye" he said to Miami before he walked out too and closed the door. "Where shall we go?"

she looked at him "well...i...dont knlw..." she said

"Do you have house here?"

"no.. i stay at the inn..."

"Oh..." Zodomir said and bit his bottom lip. "Uhm..."

"What..?" she asked

"Where I live isn't good... You deserve better..." He says and looks at her. "Let's find a better house"

she hugged him "Im not a princess anymore, love.. I have lived in a small cottage in a forest.. fishing and hunting, sleeping on a matress with only a (filt).. " she said and shrugged

He hugs her back. "I live in a fallfärdigt small house, laying on the floor without a lamp, or mattress. believe me... you deserve better"

she hugged him " lets move in together again... but.. in a good house... a good one we both deserve.."

Zodomir nods and smiles. "Shall we do it before I feel worse?" He asks and thought about what Minami said

She nodded "Yes.. we should..then i have somwhere i can take care of you..." she said softly

"You don't have to take care of me. I. just glad you're back" he says and smiles warm

She looked at him with a warm gaze "I want to.. I want to be your Wife...."

Zodomir looked at her, he was shocked~ "you want to... marry me?"

She nodded "I do... I want to marry you...i...understand...if you dont want it... thounn"

"Hey... Cas... You are the love of my life. If I didn't love you so much I wouldn't have taken it so hard when you left," he says and caress her cheek. "I might be ugly now, but I still love you as much~"

She hugged him close. "You are not ugly.. you are still as handsom.." she said

Zod hugs her back and manage to laugh a little, for the first time~ "Come on.. look at me!"

She looked at him and caressed his cheek "Love is blind, Zodomir.. But i will always think you are handsom and the most beautiful man on earth.."

Zodomir leans down and kissed her softly and carefully. "Thank you, my love.." he says and hugs her close~

She answered the kiss and caressed his cheek "Lets go and find a place...shall we?"

Soooo after they had received the key, bought food and eaten. Well... He barley ate anything since he was used to not eating, but he ate a little~ And was going to eat more~ He had taken away the plates and so, and now he took her hand. "Go to our bedroom?~" he asks softly

She nodded, held his hand and walked to the bedroom. She smiled and looked around "Its beautiful here..."

"I agree. And it's perfect, especially with you~" he says and sits down on the bed

she sat down, softly astride his lap and looked at him "Everything is perfect with you.. Ive missed you so much.. "

He put his arms around her and held her close. ""I've missed you too Cas..."

Cas kissed his neck softly " Ive missed everything.. " she said

Zodomir stretched his neck and moaned softly. "Cas...~"

"My love.... are you.. okey enough to.. Sleep with me..?" she asked softlt and caressed his chest

Zod looks at her and smiles. "If... You can ride me?" he asks and caress her sides. "I don't have the strength to 'do the work', I'm sorry.."

She smiled "I would loke to do that~" she said and softly kissed him and pulled off his shirt then she pulled off her dress~

Zodomir answered the kiss and then looked at her body~ "Oh damn... You are as beautiful as ever~" he said and caressed her breast~ It felt like the first time he touched her and saw her~

She shivered. gasped softly and moaned as he touched her~ "Ah.. z...zodomir~ You are as sexy as alway~" she said and undressed him completly~ She had grown alittle, got alittle more curvy~

He looks more at her and caressed her whole body~ "Damn... I'm already growing..~" he says and mean he started to get hard~

She laughed softlt, blushed and started to jerk him off~ "you make me blush..~"

He started to moans and started to kiss her neck and caressed between her legs~

She arched her back alittle and moaned kinda loud~ "Ah.. Lay down..~" she said softlt and jerkes him off~

Zod stopped for now and laid down as she said~

She smiled, she stopped jerking him off and softlt grinded her cunt against his cock~

Zodomir closed his eyes and moaned from pleasure, this was even better~

She looked at him and moved her hips~ she sniledband moaned cutely~

Zodomir starts to caress her breasts and smiles warm, he moans of pleasure and enjoys this~

She continued until he was hard enough and moaned then moved so he came into her~

Zod looks at her and moans as he entered her~ "Ah... Love~"

she started moving anf moaned~ͺ

Zodomir moans and enjoys it~

she moaned deep and slowly~

Zod carefully moved with her and moaned~

She moaned and smiled~ shd moved st the same pace~

"Ah.. I've missed this soo much~" he moans~

She moaned "Ah.. ive miss...this too..~" she moaned and bit her lip as she moaned

Zodomir caress her breasts and moved with her, but not as much as he used to

She moaned and smiled "Nhn.. dont strain yourself~"