The fear of losing you is to big

I'm afraid that you will die soon

I know that you will die soon

Your disease is eating you up and it's horrible to see

You were so full of life. Now you're empty

But I can still see that your eyes are full of life

They are the only thing that hasn't died... yet

You wanted more of life

To see everything

To do everything

I showed you a few thing and I know that you liked them because you didn't stop smiling

When you died I wasn't there

You had me convinced that you were fine

You told me to go to school

You told me that everything was okay

But now I know that you lied to me

You didn't want me there to see you take your last breath

But here is the thing

I wanted to be there

I wanted to see your eyes one more time before you closed them

I wanted to say a proper Goodbye

I wanted to tell you that I love you

And you didn't let me

This is now eating me up inside

I want to see your eyes again

I want to tell you that I love you!

So what I'm really saying is that I hope... no

I know that I will see you soon

Annons

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February 2010