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What is love to you ?
To me love is when you look at a person and think that no matter what , you want to spend the rest of your life with .
It does not matter if it is love for a friend , family or ... more .
Love doesn't come from the head , it's from the heart .
And it is so much more .
I know I've been wierd these few day lately but ...
I wont get over it this time . Not because I can't , it's because I don't what to .
This was so much more that the rest .
So much more .
I'll get back to my feet , yes , but I will never shake of the thoughts of it all being me .
I'm the one that wasn't a good girlfriend and pushed him into being something I know he's not . I'm the one if anyone you should blame .
He gave me a choise and I didn't take it .
I still stand for what I think but I could have made it all better .
I could have tried harder ...
This time it's more because just the present of him makes me all warm inside .
I don't need him to be mine but it's what I want .
The empty hole he left in my chest only get's bigger by the days .
It's only been 30 hours but it feels like an internity .
The minutes seems to be there only to make the pain worse and worse .
I can't even put on makup whithout crying it of seconds later .
Smiling is the hardest thing there ever is right now . It just hurts in the intire body when I smile .
I'm scared ...
Wach me dissapeare ...
To me love is when you look at a person and think that no matter what , you want to spend the rest of your life with .
It does not matter if it is love for a friend , family or ... more .
Love doesn't come from the head , it's from the heart .
And it is so much more .
I know I've been wierd these few day lately but ...
I wont get over it this time . Not because I can't , it's because I don't what to .
This was so much more that the rest .
So much more .
I'll get back to my feet , yes , but I will never shake of the thoughts of it all being me .
I'm the one that wasn't a good girlfriend and pushed him into being something I know he's not . I'm the one if anyone you should blame .
He gave me a choise and I didn't take it .
I still stand for what I think but I could have made it all better .
I could have tried harder ...
This time it's more because just the present of him makes me all warm inside .
I don't need him to be mine but it's what I want .
The empty hole he left in my chest only get's bigger by the days .
It's only been 30 hours but it feels like an internity .
The minutes seems to be there only to make the pain worse and worse .
I can't even put on makup whithout crying it of seconds later .
Smiling is the hardest thing there ever is right now . It just hurts in the intire body when I smile .
I'm scared ...
Wach me dissapeare ...
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