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Wednesday 12 October 2011 photo 2/3
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I jumped, looked towards the one that had grabbed my wrist, it was Youshs father, he looks at me
- Where are you going? He asked me with a gentle tone
- Home… I cant stay here…I replayed to him, he looked at me.
- Why? He then asked me, still in a gentle tone
- Your son…your oldest son…he…I couldn’t speak further, what was happening to me. I wanted to tel him what Yoush had done to me, but I couldn’t. My mind got blank. He then laid a hand on my shoulder, it was warm, it could be felt through my shirt.
- My son…? He asked
- I just want to go home…I said, had my head lowered.
- Very well then, I will take you home…he said, smiled friendly, we then went out from there, out to a car and we drove off. After several hours we were at my old apartment
- Thank you... I said low
- Keep in touch. He said with a smile, I then went out from there and went up to the apartment; I lifted on the welcome-carpet. There laid my key, I smiled a bit. I took the key and unlock the door, went in there, then went in. I took off my shoes and went in there, look around in there. I went in to the bedroom, looked around in there, it was all dusty, I sighed, started to clean up there, after a few hours, I heard knocks on my door. I walked over to the front-door, opened it. Out there laid a bunch of beautiful roses, I looks around but it was empty, so I picked them up and went in again, I saw a note in the flowers, picked it up red it. It said: “If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
- Wonder who sent those… I thought, and then smelled the flowers. I couldn’t help to smile, then found a vase, placed the flowers in it, looked at them. I was done after a long time, I went to the shower, went in there and cleaned myself, then went to the bedroom., laid down in the bed. I sighed deeply, closed my eyes and fell asleep shortly after. I had a nightmare, it was about Yoush. I woke up with a gasp, sat up, and looked around. I took a deep breath then lie down again and fell asleep. That next morning, I woke up early. I stood up from the bed and went out to the kitchen, opened the fridge, it was empty. I sighed, got dressed and went out from the apartment and went to the mall. When I got there I look around, then went and got; milk, bread, butter and something to have on the bread. I went to the register, placed it all on there. I looked up at the one at the chair, there sat a man, he had a pair of glasses and black short hair, his eyes was dark, I smiled friendly, looking at him. He smiled friendly back. He told me how much I needed to pay, and I did so. I got my things in a bag and got home. Unpacked and made something to eat. Then it knocked on my door, I went there and opened the door. Empty…I just sighed, closed the door again, leaned myself against the door. I looked around in the empty apartment, sighed once more.
- I am alone…I told myself, went in to the dark apartment….
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