Tuesday 13 July 2010 photo 8/23
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Thinking of death
I feel like I'm trapped in a cage.
This life is booring.
Nothing can make me feel better.
Nothing will ever change.
I might as well kill myself just to see what happens.
I'd probably just wake up in the next life, feeling the same shit I always feel.
I guess we'll all find out one day.
I swear if it wasn't for you I'd be there already.
Instead I'm righ there.
Wondering why I didn't jump.
Blaming myself for everything that's going wrong.
I wish I could kill myself and not die,
that I could die without hurting you.
But What does it mattter.
Whatever I do I'm gonna disappoint you.
So why don't I just pull the trigger, make it all end.
Everybodie has to die sooner or later.
I sooner You later.
But who gives a fuck.
Nobody cares anyway.
You make me sick.
Annons