Tuesday 13 July 2010 photo 10/23
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Blackout
Dark walls,
smouthering me.
There's blood all over this place.
Is it mine?
I look down.
I'm holding a bloody knife.
What have I done?
Looking down I realize,
that's not my blood,
dripping down my hands.
I can see your body on the floor.
What have I done?
You're not moving.
I stare at you intensively.
You open your eyes.
I can see you're hurting.
Rage consumes me.
I can't help it.
The blade enters your flesh.
Your eyes ask me why.
I ask myself why.
I can't stop it.
I watch myself killing you.
Now the panic returns.
You're dead!
What have I done!
I can't believe it.
You're gone.
I'll never hear you laugh again.
The most beutiful thing on earth has been taken from me.
What have I done!
Is this true?
Am I awake?
I want to make it undone,
but I can't.
Tears are rolling down my cheeks.
I can't stop them.
I don't want to.
What have I done?
The walls are closing in on me.
PANIC!
RAGE!
PAIN!
I need to hurt somebody.
Since no-one's around,
I turn the blade on myself.
I cut on my arms,
my legs,
my chest.
I scream.
It hurts like hell but I don't stop.
There's blood all over this place.
But now it's mine too.
I want to be with you foorever.
I drink some of your blood.
Now you'll always be in me.
I regret killing you.
If only these tears could stop falling!
I didn't want any of this to happen!
But it did.
I can't go on.
I can't believe I've lost you.
What have I done!
I deserve to die.
I swear I will avenge you!
I stab myself in the stomach.
I deserve to die slowly for what I've done.
I lay down and fade away.
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Anonymous
Wed 14 Jul 2010 19:55
Herregud herregud. så bra
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