Wednesday 21 July 2010 photo 16/23
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Three people
In agony I lead my life
to the ultimate point of no return.
The sadness that overcomes my mind
is not to be forgotten.
It will remind myself of what it's like.
Hunted and nailed to the cross.
Behold,
the one who's fallen.
To rise above my grave.
To comprehend my sins.
To deal the pain of life.
When you left,
you took my life.
My will too live,
lies in your upcomming grave.
When you wanted to see me
I said no.
Yet I saw you.
Your chaotic way of life has fucked up mine.
Just lay down and die.
Like it would make any difference.
I don't hate you,
I nothing you.
You hurt me bad.
But you don't even see it.
Sometimes I wish you were dead.
Sometimes I wish I was never born.
But what choice do I have?
I am forced to live my life.
At least I barely have to see you.
I couldn't take it anyway.
So I guess you think you love me.
But how can you love who you do not know?
And how can you cause so much pain without even beeing around?
You painted my body with scars,
but I held the knife.
I blame you for killing my soul.
I hate you for bringing me to this world.
Both of you.
Just die...
You started a motion
wich became a lie to my very presence.
Your crumbled heart is incapable of loving.
Your motherly nurturing is venom in my soul.
The fragments of my heart,
untainted and pure,
I give to you.
The very essence of my soul
flows in your direction.
Your my reason,
my strengh to carry on.
The light to show me the path.
The indulgence of sanity,
you give to me.
You make this life bareable.
I love you.
Annons
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Anonymous
Wed 21 Jul 2010 23:14
Massa bra <3
Anonymous
Wed 21 Jul 2010 07:43
<3
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