October 2007
I wanna scream
Until no sound comes out and you've learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I don't have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself
Cause
it’s your secret
why would you tell it to me?
it’s your lover
on the television screen
why would you not try to be?
why would you not try to see?
it’s about your blue hair
i want
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up agai
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep..
Today is the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hi
I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
1) röker ciggaretter [ ]
2) dricker alkohol [ ]
3) sovit i samma säng som någon med samma kön [x]
4) sovit i samma säng som någon med motsatt kön [x]
5) Strula
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here
once more I'll say goodbye to you
things happen but we don't really know why
if it's supposed to be like this
why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
oh yeah
torn apart at the seams and