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I never thought that I would get to this point where ....
...where I'm supposed to get over you. Forget you. Move on to a different life and a different purpose.
The whole mourning perioud is exhausting. I hate putting so much energy on it. But I also hate to ignore it, because really I can't.
Lately I've been feeling that it's possible. Almost a month has gone by, and I'm OK. Little by little, I am starting to forget the pain, and I also know how to ease it.
Finally, I'm getting over you. Finally, I am starting to get used to the fact that I'm on my own and that I don't NEED you by my side anymore.
No one said it was going to be easy getting over someone you truly loved. But it is good to know that I'm healing. It's good to know that there is a world outside my past one.
And soon I will be ready enough to step in to it.
...where I'm supposed to get over you. Forget you. Move on to a different life and a different purpose.
The whole mourning perioud is exhausting. I hate putting so much energy on it. But I also hate to ignore it, because really I can't.
Lately I've been feeling that it's possible. Almost a month has gone by, and I'm OK. Little by little, I am starting to forget the pain, and I also know how to ease it.
Finally, I'm getting over you. Finally, I am starting to get used to the fact that I'm on my own and that I don't NEED you by my side anymore.
No one said it was going to be easy getting over someone you truly loved. But it is good to know that I'm healing. It's good to know that there is a world outside my past one.
And soon I will be ready enough to step in to it.