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by johanna pettersson

i hope you realize how much it hurts every day, i saw pictures of you today, and starting crying because i know that i didn't cherish the moments that i had with you enough, i took it all for granted, and i lost it all too quickly because of that. i know life goes on, and we both have changed and i can't expect it to go on when i'm overseas and all, but it just sucks so much. i wish i could have appologized better to you, and gotten to talk to you about it instead of creating drama.i'm sorry we played stupid games with each other, and that we never did talk when something went wrong, and you have the right to know, even though you never will let me explain again, that every time you called, i couldn't answer because my nerves were too "all over the place" and i never did know what to say. that day out at my house, when we fought and hung out in the hay loft, it will be one that i will cherish until i die. it was definetly one of those moments that are just like in the movies. people change, you change, i change, and it all has to go on, but i wont forget you. and hopefully you wont forget me either. i miss you more than you know, and i dont think you realize how much it hurt me, even though i try to cover it up every day, it still hurts. i love you my friend. every time you called me, i loved you so much that i didn't know what to say, because the words wouldn't come out straight.

i'm sorry. for you, but mostly me, for not realizing what i had when i had it.

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May 2010