Part one

the truth behind the mask

heartbroken, cold, loneliness, sorrow, sucidal thoughts, guilt, betrayal,

the things thats haunting my mind,
how can you sleep with this thoughts? how can you live a life not worth living?

some say make it worth living
other say, live day by day
i say. my few friends depend on me keep on living, even tho it makes me die more and more hiding my true beast.
i am a monster that feeds on others problems, i feed on them to make them feel better. and every time i fed, i walk one step closer to my redemption.
a black door to the land of shadows.
a dark figure standing by my side and he welcomes me to his kingdom
a place where the beasts who help ppl move on gathers. and forms a communion. thats where im going. one day when ive made my rights in this world.

i figure that no person with a heart of egoism will read this nor comment on this. how someone choose to live or die is that persons choice alone. keeping him or her alive just cus you cant loose them is an act of selfishness.

now when you reed this you will think things about me that i think of every day. and this is just the begining.

Annons

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September 2015