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Don't even try, it's to late now.
Sometimes, I need to remember just to breathe.
Sometimes, I need you to stay away from me.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
What you were changing me into.
Sometimes, I feel like I trusted you too well.
Sometimes, I just feel like screaming at myself.
I need to be alone .
One minute your on top, the next your not.
Making your heart stop, just before you hit the floor.
One minute your on top, the next your not, missed your shot.
Now It's all gone.
I don't know who to trust, no surprise.
Everyone feels so far away from me.
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies.
You've become a part of me, you'll always be right here.
You'll always be my fear.
I can't separate myself from, what I've done.
I've given up a part of me, I've let myself become you.
I tried to give you a warning, but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear, but nobody's listening.
Call to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me.
I've got a heart full of pain and a head full of stress.
Hand full of anger held in my chest.
Uphill struggle blood, sweat, and tears.
Nothing to gain, everything to fear.
I've become so numb that I can't feel you there.
I've become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do, is be more like me and less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control.
Memories consume like opening the wound.
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright.
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.
I try to catch my breath again.
I want to heal, I want to feel, what I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
Erase all the pain till it's gone.
Somewhere I belong.
Sometimes, I need to remember just to breathe.
Sometimes, I need you to stay away from me.
Forget our memories, forget our possibilities.
What you were changing me into.
Sometimes, I feel like I trusted you too well.
Sometimes, I just feel like screaming at myself.
I need to be alone .
One minute your on top, the next your not.
Making your heart stop, just before you hit the floor.
One minute your on top, the next your not, missed your shot.
Now It's all gone.
I don't know who to trust, no surprise.
Everyone feels so far away from me.
Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies.
You've become a part of me, you'll always be right here.
You'll always be my fear.
I can't separate myself from, what I've done.
I've given up a part of me, I've let myself become you.
I tried to give you a warning, but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear, but nobody's listening.
Call to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me.
I've got a heart full of pain and a head full of stress.
Hand full of anger held in my chest.
Uphill struggle blood, sweat, and tears.
Nothing to gain, everything to fear.
I've become so numb that I can't feel you there.
I've become so tired so much more aware.
I'm becoming this all I want to do, is be more like me and less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control.
Memories consume like opening the wound.
I'm picking me apart again.
You all assume, I'm safe here in my room.
I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate, and say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way, I know it's not alright.
I'm breaking the habit, tonight.
I try to catch my breath again.
I want to heal, I want to feel, what I thought was never real.
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long.
Erase all the pain till it's gone.
Somewhere I belong.
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