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I had a dream last night...
A late afternoon in the far back of the schoolyard. Emilios' harsh and honest words still clenching it's teeth into my sore skin. I was late for class.
The long, stretching shadows from the dark forest just kept whispering my name, calling for me, making me do exactly what I was not supposed to do.
Following the overgrown path through the forest, feeling the warm sunlight slowly fade away behind me.
"Skipping classes, Kathsie?"
The giggling from Kaname in front of me tricked the sides of my lips to twist into a smile.
"I don't need 'em." I answered taking a step closer to the back that was turned to me.
He turned around facing me with nothing but sorrow in his eyes, still his lips were curved into the smile he usually gave, digging lines into his pale skin.
He walked closer to me, put his hand over my cheek, leaning it upwards.
"Who have you become?" He asked putting his head to the side.
"The one you taught me to be.. Only.. Weaker.."
The last word stinged in my mouth and I turned my eyes away from his.
"Hmpf! I quite agree!" He hissed putting his nails into my skin, strangely it didn't hurt. "But there's no excuse." He leaned in to me, placing his lips to mine.
Next thing I knew I found myself turning away from the kiss.
"I love you, Kaname.."
"..Then be with me here forevermore."
"...How..?"
"I am dead.. This forest is the place of the dead whether they do not know the souls belonging. Come back here and stay with me.."
I looked away. I wanted nothing more but to stay with him here, feel the appreciation that I've been longing for all this time.
A tiny caugh made me wake up, looking around in the dark room after a source. A was clearly awake at this moment as I turned around in my bed.
The naked back of the man I decided to share my life with didn't seem to at any cost wake up to the little caugh from his son.
Moving closer onto him I notice myself smile of appreciation of his existence. Even though I had met my soulmate, my true love, in my dreams I could not by any means abandon my son and his father through suicide.
Yeah, that was what I think my mind tried to convince me to do.
"I love you.."
//KMA
A late afternoon in the far back of the schoolyard. Emilios' harsh and honest words still clenching it's teeth into my sore skin. I was late for class.
The long, stretching shadows from the dark forest just kept whispering my name, calling for me, making me do exactly what I was not supposed to do.
Following the overgrown path through the forest, feeling the warm sunlight slowly fade away behind me.
"Skipping classes, Kathsie?"
The giggling from Kaname in front of me tricked the sides of my lips to twist into a smile.
"I don't need 'em." I answered taking a step closer to the back that was turned to me.
He turned around facing me with nothing but sorrow in his eyes, still his lips were curved into the smile he usually gave, digging lines into his pale skin.
He walked closer to me, put his hand over my cheek, leaning it upwards.
"Who have you become?" He asked putting his head to the side.
"The one you taught me to be.. Only.. Weaker.."
The last word stinged in my mouth and I turned my eyes away from his.
"Hmpf! I quite agree!" He hissed putting his nails into my skin, strangely it didn't hurt. "But there's no excuse." He leaned in to me, placing his lips to mine.
Next thing I knew I found myself turning away from the kiss.
"I love you, Kaname.."
"..Then be with me here forevermore."
"...How..?"
"I am dead.. This forest is the place of the dead whether they do not know the souls belonging. Come back here and stay with me.."
I looked away. I wanted nothing more but to stay with him here, feel the appreciation that I've been longing for all this time.
A tiny caugh made me wake up, looking around in the dark room after a source. A was clearly awake at this moment as I turned around in my bed.
The naked back of the man I decided to share my life with didn't seem to at any cost wake up to the little caugh from his son.
Moving closer onto him I notice myself smile of appreciation of his existence. Even though I had met my soulmate, my true love, in my dreams I could not by any means abandon my son and his father through suicide.
Yeah, that was what I think my mind tried to convince me to do.
"I love you.."
//KMA
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