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You spoil the atmosphere, without saying anything,
just your thounghts burnd like hell. Cuz' I always
knew what im expecting to be a part of. You spoild it
all, thank you. Now there's only pleasure and persuasion
that makes us go together and pretend. Yes i said pretend
cuz' thats what we're up to, pretending to work as the
persons we are. Pretending to care, like we should.
But both of us had enough long time ago, years ago
but we still pretending to share those important parts
people like us, you and me should. Can you even
imagine how hard you hit me, how much of me you
took away, how old iam but still acting lika a smal
child. Can yo even feel the sense of guilt? you made
me this, you shaped me to be this girl you always wanted
me to be, and here Iam , this is what you made.
And your long from loving it, your long from even care
you miles from proud of the girl you shaped to be.
How come? , im asking a question, how fucking come?
MY quest will never find an answer, both of us know that.
And the stupid thing about us is, we know eachother
better than we would knew a book who's been readin miljons
of times. We know everything cuz' we're made to understand,
just like a mirrow, im always know what it will show me,
but im always hoping to see something else,something
better.. Sounds like us, dont it. None of us is proud to
show up as the persons we are, with those genes we share,
but every morning when we wakes up we both see, that
none of us can take this relationship from os, nothing can
make us apart, we're born to live this life, and im gonna play
it. Im gonna get througt this fucking bastard game, without
you help and understanding, im stand, thats what you made me
to, a girl who can stand. And im not gonna need your help,
i never had, and the proud you once got has fade away,
many years ago. In a matter of fact your not even close to
deserve to be called that fucking name, cuz' you can't stand
it up the way you should.
sometimes i think i've lost you, one of my biggest parts but now i can see,
that it's you who have lost me, the one who once where your everything,
and im gone, from today and i've been lost since you lost your self
. . . i mitt namn, lina nielsen
just your thounghts burnd like hell. Cuz' I always
knew what im expecting to be a part of. You spoild it
all, thank you. Now there's only pleasure and persuasion
that makes us go together and pretend. Yes i said pretend
cuz' thats what we're up to, pretending to work as the
persons we are. Pretending to care, like we should.
But both of us had enough long time ago, years ago
but we still pretending to share those important parts
people like us, you and me should. Can you even
imagine how hard you hit me, how much of me you
took away, how old iam but still acting lika a smal
child. Can yo even feel the sense of guilt? you made
me this, you shaped me to be this girl you always wanted
me to be, and here Iam , this is what you made.
And your long from loving it, your long from even care
you miles from proud of the girl you shaped to be.
How come? , im asking a question, how fucking come?
MY quest will never find an answer, both of us know that.
And the stupid thing about us is, we know eachother
better than we would knew a book who's been readin miljons
of times. We know everything cuz' we're made to understand,
just like a mirrow, im always know what it will show me,
but im always hoping to see something else,something
better.. Sounds like us, dont it. None of us is proud to
show up as the persons we are, with those genes we share,
but every morning when we wakes up we both see, that
none of us can take this relationship from os, nothing can
make us apart, we're born to live this life, and im gonna play
it. Im gonna get througt this fucking bastard game, without
you help and understanding, im stand, thats what you made me
to, a girl who can stand. And im not gonna need your help,
i never had, and the proud you once got has fade away,
many years ago. In a matter of fact your not even close to
deserve to be called that fucking name, cuz' you can't stand
it up the way you should.
sometimes i think i've lost you, one of my biggest parts but now i can see,
that it's you who have lost me, the one who once where your everything,
and im gone, from today and i've been lost since you lost your self
. . . i mitt namn, lina nielsen