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*sigh*
I am just finishing my depressed because I can't with any concern and anxiety for the moment and appears now in the music emotion-filled world. don't understand why I'm worried and stressed out over something has not happened and promised not to happen... stunning of the harsh tones, and I want to scream! I don't feel good ... but I whant just smile and laugh, tear apart my skin and bleed to death! I feel now that I walk on the same place, I run as fast as I can but will still get nowhere. drown my sorrows in my cold room in music's power. it is something that makes me insane and I know I must get rid of it before I have left my existence! I don't need to see the dark truth that circles around me and make me blind and rip out my eyes. I can't hear all unnecessary nyah and tear me from the music's tones so I can hear the only thing that is worthy to listen to. I don't want to feel the intolerable pain of betrayal and disappointment, betrayal and bullying, I beat break my hands and kick broke my legs and hit my head on a wall. you just stare at me but a smile from my lips and a suffering smile makes you believe that everything is fine. you talk behind my back "fucking psycho freak!" but you don't see the invisible tears behind a weak girls mask. you don't listen to what has meaning for her, ignoring her words, you don't care that she stands in the way, just trample her down like a fucking doormat. I wish that one day that I can breathe clean, I don't want to hide myself behind the harsh tones and a dark smile. is there anybody on this earth who enjoy to see girl happiness radiate from the eyes, to see her without wounds and injuries, hear that she laughs and understand your words, see her smile of a luck not many people do?
I am just finishing my depressed because I can't with any concern and anxiety for the moment and appears now in the music emotion-filled world. don't understand why I'm worried and stressed out over something has not happened and promised not to happen... stunning of the harsh tones, and I want to scream! I don't feel good ... but I whant just smile and laugh, tear apart my skin and bleed to death! I feel now that I walk on the same place, I run as fast as I can but will still get nowhere. drown my sorrows in my cold room in music's power. it is something that makes me insane and I know I must get rid of it before I have left my existence! I don't need to see the dark truth that circles around me and make me blind and rip out my eyes. I can't hear all unnecessary nyah and tear me from the music's tones so I can hear the only thing that is worthy to listen to. I don't want to feel the intolerable pain of betrayal and disappointment, betrayal and bullying, I beat break my hands and kick broke my legs and hit my head on a wall. you just stare at me but a smile from my lips and a suffering smile makes you believe that everything is fine. you talk behind my back "fucking psycho freak!" but you don't see the invisible tears behind a weak girls mask. you don't listen to what has meaning for her, ignoring her words, you don't care that she stands in the way, just trample her down like a fucking doormat. I wish that one day that I can breathe clean, I don't want to hide myself behind the harsh tones and a dark smile. is there anybody on this earth who enjoy to see girl happiness radiate from the eyes, to see her without wounds and injuries, hear that she laughs and understand your words, see her smile of a luck not many people do?
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