I met this boy that i fell in love with so deep, that It made romeo & julia sound cheap.
I told him, no mather what you do, do never lie. Cuz I can't handle beeing stabbed from inside again. I tryed to explain why as good as i could, he said okey, but i didn't think he understood.
I can now feel the hate growing inside of me, asking myself over and over, Why did he lie to me ?! I fell on my knees got my face in my hands. Couldn't talk without fighting, the story repets itself. I was screaming inside, cryin myself to sleep. I couldnt stand the thought of another bitch fuckin my baby. Then things started to get really crazy. I think my heart stopped, shitt my baby fuckin another. Someones was about to die, a swore on my grandmother. Within a week he was about to sing his songs underground. But then I heard he'd never cared about me, So I let it go. Even If I wanted him bleeding. So much hate & anger within.. Couldnt hear a thing, the anger made me death. Then every thing stopped, the pain dissapeard, For just a moment I could feel no fear, The sad thing is I think I never find another, cuz I can truthfully say I still love him.

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October 2010