January 2012
I can't stand the sight of my self anymore!! Well, suicide is an option, right!? Can you feel this? No you can't, because no one can feel this much pain and still be alive, but somehow im still allive
My mind, is gone. I don't know what's going on anymore, I don't know what to do, I just wanna vanquish. Just want to leave my mind... Please help me, I don't know anymore!
It's getting darker and darker all the time, the end is near. Maybe, that you don't care, ohh too bad for me.. Like I care what you think of me, I have never cared about my self and I won't start now.
Why live a life in pain? When you can live a life without pain? Why be nice to the people you know, when you can be mean? Why be mean to the people you don't know, when you can be nice?
Love is a burning thing, in so many ways. It could be wonderful and full of happiness. But it could also be heartbreaking and tearing your mind apart.
Only because I smile and seems to be happy and be alright, doesn't mean that I am happy or that I'm alright, because the simple fact that I'm never happy and I'm never alright... What is going on? I d
I seek redemption, and clearing of my mind and memories. I have made up my mind, I'm going to be happier, I'm going to be a better person, but I will always be my self, no one else. I have always been