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I once heard an angel speak three words to me. The words it spoke was "Amor Vincit Omnia". This, I know. Is not true. For angels lie to keep control.
My Thoughts are shrouding me more and more. I'm sinking even though it seems I'm rising. I can't explain this in words. Nor can I talk about it with anyone. I'm at a loss. I have no more words, just thoughts. and an endless amount of them. They take up more and more of my life. and I search for ways to braek free. I'm starting to realise, that there is no true way to break free. Just acceptance and having to live with it. And the thing is. I can't live like this for much longer. There are so many wounds I am just ignoring that are pouring out blood. but I just turn my back to them. It's becoming too much. "Becoming Insane" Would be the perfect song for my current mindset. It's just getting worse per day..
I don't know why I decided to Write this. I just did. and having done that. It feels a little bit clearer. But I dont know where I want to come with it.
Oh, and by the way. Yes, I am fucking emo.
My Thoughts are shrouding me more and more. I'm sinking even though it seems I'm rising. I can't explain this in words. Nor can I talk about it with anyone. I'm at a loss. I have no more words, just thoughts. and an endless amount of them. They take up more and more of my life. and I search for ways to braek free. I'm starting to realise, that there is no true way to break free. Just acceptance and having to live with it. And the thing is. I can't live like this for much longer. There are so many wounds I am just ignoring that are pouring out blood. but I just turn my back to them. It's becoming too much. "Becoming Insane" Would be the perfect song for my current mindset. It's just getting worse per day..
I don't know why I decided to Write this. I just did. and having done that. It feels a little bit clearer. But I dont know where I want to come with it.
Oh, and by the way. Yes, I am fucking emo.
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