Why don't you say that you miss me? That you love me? Why don't you kiss me like before. Don't you love me the same? Have your heart stoped beat in my direction? I can't think a life without you, I'm sad. I'm crying. And my heart stops beating soon. I want to feel your heat, I want to see your eyes and I want to kiss your lips. I want to see your eyes roll. I want to feel everything again. If I hold my breath, maybe you see the way I feel. Maybe you understand what I'm saying. Maybe you'll love me again. I'm scared to loose you, just the thought of beeing without you make me sick. I don't want to spend my time with another man. Just you. You're speciell to me. Not like everyone else. But you don't see what I see. I see love. Tell me what you see! Tell me what you want. Cause I can't stand beeing pushed over the edge. Not now, not ever. I just want to be happy. Smile. Not live like this. It's a aking pain in my soul. I want to scream out of frustration. I want to hit you so hard that your heart would fall out. I'm still scared. I can't sleep. I can't breathe. I can't think of anything else but you. I'm scared that you'll leave me. I can't focus. Cause this drives me crazy. My brain want to implode. My soul wants to get out of me. I'm so fucking scared. Too scared to function. Too scared to fall asleep. Nightmares. Bad ones. Before my heart is breaking, please save it. I can't stand another heartbreak. I just can't...

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April 2011