I will not make the same mistakes that you did. I will not let myself, cause my heart so much misery. I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard. I´ve learn the hard way, to never let it get that far. Because of you, I never stray so far from the sidewalk. Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don´t get hurt. Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid. I lose my way, and it´s not too long before you point it out. I can not cry, because I know that´s weakness in your eyes. I´m forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life. My heart can´t possible break when it wasn´t even whole to start with. I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep. I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me. You never thought of anyone else, you just saw your pain. And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing. Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything. Bacause of you I don´t know how to let enyone else in. Because of you, I´m ashamed of my life, because it´s empty....

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October 2009