19 November 2010
Text: "I'm an empty shell this night"
Blog post from Soclog"The sound of her voice uttering those words I didn't want to hear
My hands tingling, my stomache turning
I wanted laughter and to look forward with you
I sit here as an empty shell trying to decide what to do
Grief and sorrow eats away at me but I'm used to it
My future is filled with sorrow this night
I'm just as broken but I can cope with feeling like this everyday
Because there is always a light on my horizon
The thoughts of you is the best thoughts there is and now I don't want feel like this
I tried to save you
You wanted to fall into my arms
Now my arms are shaking and I look at my hands
What have I done wrong?
I'm just honest and gullible
I just hope you aren't playing the fool
Juggling the attention of many can be a tricky thing
A split heart is always harder to handle
I'll freeze my paperheart here and now
So it won't shrivel and die" - JK
En ärlig chans är vad jag vill ha - MaybeMisery
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http://dayviews.com/maybemisery/2010/11/19/