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i'm not good at loving people i think friends means too much to me i guess i like and love, and love too far i'm not good being a friend i lie and hide to not show love be'cause i know i will be sad, be buried alive i'm not good explaining stuff so how could i say this? i'm sorry i've let you down, it might have been be'cause you won't be frightened by the only reason i've left i love you people far too much, and you is not to take away from them if i could make it all go back until the day i told you, when i knew that i would travel up and change it in another way i'd tell you over and again, i'll get to you and her i think i felt like changing then with fear of not getting to there i didn't want to promise you, to make you stay the way you were then all the days just flew away and i cried over the times i got a couple of days, how could i get to meet everyone i love? so once i told you dates i knew i've let you down and all that stuff, 'cause you had said we would speak first i tried to tell you but i couldn't 'cause explaining that there were no tickets, is just sounding like avoidance. I guess that when i got to there it felt as if i still was here, but it was night and still all bright and one day went and two days too the tuesday-wednesday passed us by i thought of you and almost cried, 'cause time's too short to brave one's heart we spoke of going to you but the time was almost up and i was frightened that you would be mad, be'cause i knew i'd let you down - again by saying 'yea we'll probably meet' and still the thursday came to soon, for me to realize the time was up, 'i'm going home' 'the princess i'll maybe meet soon' and wordlessly i flew to here, almost cried when the message came you seemed so disappointed, dear and all i wanted was to tell you sorry for letting you down i made a fatale misstake then i've barely slept me through the nights am i still worth to be a friend? i love too high, i love too much i'm getting sad when times are rough i tried to hide, and all i got was hatred to myself. i'll try the hardest i can do if there's a chance to be forgiven
Annons
spellbound
Fri 6 Jul 2007 18:40
Dunno what to say...
Still disappointed,
in some crazy way.
But at least I now know,
that you feel sorry,
and you´re brave for letting it show.
And I'm sorry for being short in tone,
but I'm just a little princess,
afraid to be left all alone.
But I´m certain,
that we´ll pull this through,
and you´d better know,
that I'll always love you.
Still disappointed,
in some crazy way.
But at least I now know,
that you feel sorry,
and you´re brave for letting it show.
And I'm sorry for being short in tone,
but I'm just a little princess,
afraid to be left all alone.
But I´m certain,
that we´ll pull this through,
and you´d better know,
that I'll always love you.
miladyjuliet
Fri 6 Jul 2007 18:41
in verse I say
these words I wrote to pay
back for all the love I've got
for four years, even more
I've thought of you and them
as if you'd be beside
and close to egoistic me
and everytime something went wrong
i sink deep down in dark
i'm not so good at telling people
everything i feel and think
maybe i'll, now, sleep at night
and i hope we'll put this through
'cause fighting is the worst thing
when between friends.
these words I wrote to pay
back for all the love I've got
for four years, even more
I've thought of you and them
as if you'd be beside
and close to egoistic me
and everytime something went wrong
i sink deep down in dark
i'm not so good at telling people
everything i feel and think
maybe i'll, now, sleep at night
and i hope we'll put this through
'cause fighting is the worst thing
when between friends.
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