I will be busy with school works soon

but I just wanna type this down just in case I forget

I watched the Benjaman movie this afternoon, my friend

put it in my usb, dont exactly know where she got it from

anyway, there was no subtitle so i couldn't make up each

single word they said, but could grasp the general scope

of the content....

it made me feel calm, and it called back something

inside my that has been there long time ago but hidden

somewhere. I thought about the person I used to be

and how I've changed quite a bit in the past 2 years.

I've been having the feeling that I missed some

sides about the old me , and ponder why I've changed

the way I am, i dont really think i was supposed to

if i only did it just because someone might like it that way

but I do like a lot new things I've gained from experience as well

though I've feeling that I hasnt been myself in the past few weeks

it is just so strange

i covered my face and felt pain when it came to the part

that Dassy was getting older but he's growing back to a kid

the fact that she's still watching over him made me feel warm as well

earlier of the movie , a grandma said

we're supposed to miss somebody

so we know they're important

I do think so ,

as well as that people usually

wish to go back in time and start things over

time is supposed to move forward though

so we know how important we're having now is

i will only get older

and im getting closeer and closer every day

i will be even fucking like ashes in like 200 years later

it goes so slow without having our notice

just like how earth spins around every year ..

but it is happening , and it seems so fast though as

I now look back , all those 20 years ,

it fucking flies ...

Annons

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balllex Sat 20 Jun 2009 11:45

i lovet that movie :D

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October 2010