i want you to know, that i will never forget you. alwyas thinking even if when i dont still exist. i hope the day will come, the day when you will understand that i dont belong here, and i'm forced to go. i wish you knew how hurt i am. wish you could feel the sorrow i have. beacuse i have try to fight, i have try to have the courage to stand on my own. but tell me, mom .. how will it all end? for a long was hope my friend, but soon will my last glow die out. what is the meaning to be a living dead? i know you say, that the years will heal my wounds .. but you also say that the deep scars will always remain. soon you will hear me say goodbye, to find the peace in my broken soul. so when i'm gone, mommy, try then to understand .. don't dwell on all this questions, i think you still know. it is time for me to go soon, but one wish do i still have .. mommy, can you promies me to remember me as i used to be .. spread my ash over the silent seas and dont forget to write andreas girl on my grave. please tell my few friends that i am sorry and goodbye. i dont have to suffer anymore, at last peace in my soul. tell andreas, that he is my big sunshine and look at him with regret in your eyes and i will alwyas be there. and if you should wake up mommy, of the sound of the rain on your window .. then it's just me .. and im whisper quiet im sorry. the day when we go on of our journey. the day when it is time for us to leave this world. the day for me is soon here, i can't breathe. and there is something that i want you to know mommy, that i am all broken, everything i love will die. do you know how it feels when your life is ruiend? i wish that my life would be wonderful. but everything i do, i do in vain. so mommy, when my day is here to come that day will i be sorry, beacuse then i would not be here .. and i will not be able to whipe your tears. i can see in your eyes how terrible i hurt you .. your will is to be sure that your children grow up and feeling great. beacuse of that i know that everything you have learn me, is good for me. but it feels like everything went black and the day is turning to night. my wounds on my body, takes hard on you .. when you look at me, you only see my scars. i know, i can see.. its when you see them your heart stop beating and everything falls down. you have done so much for me, you will never know. even if i dont say anything, you heal my wounds. you learn me so well, but there is things that a mother can't protect their child's from. i wish that my pain wouldn't torture you, mommy. översatte min text till engelska. & nej suger på engelska så mobba inte.

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April 2012