Skrev lite rap

Hate flowing through veins
Opening up the anxiety lanes
In the brain
I shall never speak again
Will never have a true friend
Im a selfapplied fiend
The people around me is fooled by a psychosis-invented personality-game
Feelings is the enemy
Trying to apply the ice academy
I know what happens if Im sharing the
Thoughts that I got
What my instincts plot
All the errors inside my gut
In my emotional everlasting panic-attacked parkinglot
Taught
My mouth not to speak the truth
Not letting any information about myself loose
Putting my own being aside for the truce
Of other peoples presence
Im a peasant
Of silence
Not telling anyone that Ive walked barefoot on broken glass for thousands of miles and
How my pain lend my suffocation more razors too slash
Of more and more in my twisted past
In a flash
I will not last
Bleeding dry so fast
Im in a deathcab
Driving max
Rpm to stretch the ever so fragile chain holding down the mad
Im smoking another fag
On this bench dislocated in nowhere
Another hollow shell of try
To clear things up in my mind
Its like finding an specific particle in the space time
Combined
Planets align
An unstoppable force met an immovable object, so suicidal but still wanna live life
More hopelessly hoping than religion
Dreaming about all the darkness flying away like a phoenix inspired pigeon
Fiction
What I want is as unreal as an perfect human being
But its not imperfection that Im fleeing
Leaning
On nothing, playing a game of balance and gravity
My fear of opening myself up is truly a tragedy

Annons

The photo has no tags

February 2012