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how in the world could everything go so damn wrong?
i hate to say it, i hate to edmit it, but i hate the person
i've become. i hate evetyring about it, and it isn't me,
i think. the real me would be a geek, with her noose
in a book, but no no no.it all just have to go so damn
wrong, i had to step up and be the cool one, who yelled
at the teachers. i just had to be the one who called
everyone a hoe and a bitch, i just had to. and i wouldn't
even want to be friends with my self, beacuse how
would i treet me? i would, lie them right in the face?
i would tell their secrets, i would tell them how
damn cutethey looked today, even if i thought they
looked terribel. thats me, i would step over them,
be the one that always got her point of view through.
every single time. and it boughters me so damn much,
that i'm not comfertable with my self, not even a
little. if i would be my slef i would visit my dead
nears graves as often as possible. but no, not a single
time, i've done that my friends. and everything i do
and everything i say, i wanna be proud over, but im
just a shame over everything. and even sometimes
i dont even have the currage to be ashame over
myself. wont even dare to step upover my own
ego. i hate my life, and i hate that person i've
become. i hate everything about it. and i hate
false people like me who tells everyone that
their going to be there day like night. but when
are the there? right after something has happend
to here the gossip. everyone are the same, out
after the gossip. so dont come to me and say
that you'll allways be there, because i know u wont.
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