''Gazing out my window,
I wish that I could speak,
To her, to him, to anyone,

But that will never happen,
For I cannot let it occur,
I won't destroy anything more,

I must bear this burden,
All on my own, alone,
I am the only who can do this,

I must fix my own life,
Though others tell me I can't,
I am the only one who can repair this,

I care about you so much,
I truly love you intensely,
But you don't care the same way,

And even if you do, you don't say,
you talks of others so much,
you break my heart easily,

I am too tender, too easily hurt,
So I shall retreat to my hiding place,
Where I shall hide myself away,

I get my heart broken easily,
I am too simply broken,
I must create a bubble, a shell,

Nothing will hurt me,
Nothing at all, but myself,
I am slowly destroying myself,

And if I could speak to her,
My sweetheart, my darling,
It would all be better for a little,

And if I could speak to you,
My love, my life,
If only you would accept me,

But I must fix this myself,
I can't rely on anyone else,
I must rid my life of this poison,

Venom slowly creeps,
Through my veins and my body,
Destroying me slowly,

I kill myself from the inside out,
Slowly demolishing my life,
Dying slowly with my broken heart...''

Annons

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June 2011