Saturday 24 May 2008 photo 7/7
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''As I taste the metal
My nerves begin to settle
The stench of death is all around
And I wait for my body to hit the ground
First, self inflicted pain is what I feel
But just to make sure that I'm real
My feelings are gone
But I'll still move on
I've been planning this for quite awhile
My whole life has been put on trial
I am no longer aloud to smile
I just want my hostile heart in a pile
On the cold blackened tile
So I can quit this endless mile
I've died in so many ways
My heart has gone ablaze
This fire needs to be put out
Because now, its death I cant live without
Suicide is always on my mind
I will follow through, to leave my life behind
I'm an embarrassment to the world...is what they say
They make sure I'm miserable each and every day
So as my finger pushes on the chilled thin trigger
My motivation grows bigger
In a matter of seconds my life will be done
And then I know I have won
With the help of this gun
But now that my life is undone
A whole new world has just begun...''
My nerves begin to settle
The stench of death is all around
And I wait for my body to hit the ground
First, self inflicted pain is what I feel
But just to make sure that I'm real
My feelings are gone
But I'll still move on
I've been planning this for quite awhile
My whole life has been put on trial
I am no longer aloud to smile
I just want my hostile heart in a pile
On the cold blackened tile
So I can quit this endless mile
I've died in so many ways
My heart has gone ablaze
This fire needs to be put out
Because now, its death I cant live without
Suicide is always on my mind
I will follow through, to leave my life behind
I'm an embarrassment to the world...is what they say
They make sure I'm miserable each and every day
So as my finger pushes on the chilled thin trigger
My motivation grows bigger
In a matter of seconds my life will be done
And then I know I have won
With the help of this gun
But now that my life is undone
A whole new world has just begun...''