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''I am far past the tears,
Done with everything,
My fears,
My unanswered cries for help,
My deep, unending sadness,
Everything,
I am done with it all.
When I stares down at the blue-green water,
My eyes sliding to the chains,
As they link me to the heavy metal blocks,
Waiting patiently to help me.
I think of everything,
The time when the boys just kept at it,
Pushing me down,
Covering my mouth,
Beating me again and again,
And doing what they pleased.
I think of everything,
The time when the girls I most trusted,
Most loved,
Turned their cold backs on me,
And brought a deep darkness into my heart.
I think of everything,
The time I climbed a tree,
Beautiful green leaves against a vast blue sky,
Falling, screaming, landing hard,
And the girl came and gave me help.
I think of everything,
The times her warm arms tightly wrapped around me,
your ear to my heart hearing it beat gently for you,
I feels the rain tickle my cheeks,
While it washes down around them,
Surrounding their love,
As they kiss in the pounding rain,
Their hearts echoed by the water's rhythm.
I think of everything,
The time when the woman who was a girl,
Threw away my love,
My life, all of my hope,
And left me crying,
Bleeding, broken, and betrayed,
On the ocean's shore.
I think of it now,
Of myself standing over the edge,
Holding my breath,
No tears coming to my eyes,
But From the deep burning inside.
I step off,
Plunges into the deep waters,
While I sinks,
Finally, I feels a release,
As the tears sting as they pour from my eyes,
To merge with the deepening water...''
Done with everything,
My fears,
My unanswered cries for help,
My deep, unending sadness,
Everything,
I am done with it all.
When I stares down at the blue-green water,
My eyes sliding to the chains,
As they link me to the heavy metal blocks,
Waiting patiently to help me.
I think of everything,
The time when the boys just kept at it,
Pushing me down,
Covering my mouth,
Beating me again and again,
And doing what they pleased.
I think of everything,
The time when the girls I most trusted,
Most loved,
Turned their cold backs on me,
And brought a deep darkness into my heart.
I think of everything,
The time I climbed a tree,
Beautiful green leaves against a vast blue sky,
Falling, screaming, landing hard,
And the girl came and gave me help.
I think of everything,
The times her warm arms tightly wrapped around me,
your ear to my heart hearing it beat gently for you,
I feels the rain tickle my cheeks,
While it washes down around them,
Surrounding their love,
As they kiss in the pounding rain,
Their hearts echoed by the water's rhythm.
I think of everything,
The time when the woman who was a girl,
Threw away my love,
My life, all of my hope,
And left me crying,
Bleeding, broken, and betrayed,
On the ocean's shore.
I think of it now,
Of myself standing over the edge,
Holding my breath,
No tears coming to my eyes,
But From the deep burning inside.
I step off,
Plunges into the deep waters,
While I sinks,
Finally, I feels a release,
As the tears sting as they pour from my eyes,
To merge with the deepening water...''