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Well I guess an update is in order, its been long due anyways (and using a pciture for it this time, odd eh?)
But you know, I haven't really had that much thought into things lately
I guess I've been fed up with my life you know?
I'm sure you do, sometimes you just aren't that fond of relieving yourself of emotions
Or sometimes you just don't have a reason to do so
Sometimes everything just goes according to plans
There is nothing to complain about
Nothing to write stories about
Were it so easy.
Yeah, I guess it isn't all that easy to find peace in your everyday life
Atleast not for me
I guess if you don't have any expectations, or hopes you don't get dissapointed, right?
If you share no hope, no dream, no anxiety for whats to come you wont be let down
But then again some might argue that if we do let our guard down
We succumb to the darker half of ourselves
Which would be depression
Caving in for the easy path would be such a disaster, wouldn't it?
But then, ask yourself this
Sometimes you just have to, let go
Just succumb to it and let it pass through
After you'll hopefully realize its just a big misstake, but then it'll be way past the opportunity
You've missed your chance for the 15 minutes of fame you dreamt about
Just hope you won't drown yourself in tears when all this is over
I've discovered through personal experience that one might acctually stumble upon those people you wish not to meet
Those, bottom-feeders if you may call them that, those who just suck out the last juice of you
Those who just seek to feed their own desire, which is sad in my very own eyes
I was telling myself I'd do it for the sake of my own development, but deep inside I realized:
I've caved in for the most basic instict, desire
I almost let my desire destroy those who i truly cared for
When it all began I thought I cared for nobody than myself
But as the story progressed I came to realize that:
With every action we make
With every word we speak
Has repercussions
With every heartbeat
With every flap of her wings the butterfly make
There lies a meaning to those actions
And I guess with the experience I just had, I would realize that I too make misstakes
I can cave in for desire
When all was said and done I feel to my knees in prayer
Hoping that the actions I made that night wouldn't echo on in eternity
My salute goes out to you, you who have lived to see the misstakes I've made
To that person who when I was struck down on my knees in prayer
Would lend me a helping hand, show them that even though I put my praise on you
I realize that you too can make misstakes, for that is what makes you human
Here take my hand and we'll finish this together
But you know, I haven't really had that much thought into things lately
I guess I've been fed up with my life you know?
I'm sure you do, sometimes you just aren't that fond of relieving yourself of emotions
Or sometimes you just don't have a reason to do so
Sometimes everything just goes according to plans
There is nothing to complain about
Nothing to write stories about
Were it so easy.
Yeah, I guess it isn't all that easy to find peace in your everyday life
Atleast not for me
I guess if you don't have any expectations, or hopes you don't get dissapointed, right?
If you share no hope, no dream, no anxiety for whats to come you wont be let down
But then again some might argue that if we do let our guard down
We succumb to the darker half of ourselves
Which would be depression
Caving in for the easy path would be such a disaster, wouldn't it?
But then, ask yourself this
Sometimes you just have to, let go
Just succumb to it and let it pass through
After you'll hopefully realize its just a big misstake, but then it'll be way past the opportunity
You've missed your chance for the 15 minutes of fame you dreamt about
Just hope you won't drown yourself in tears when all this is over
I've discovered through personal experience that one might acctually stumble upon those people you wish not to meet
Those, bottom-feeders if you may call them that, those who just suck out the last juice of you
Those who just seek to feed their own desire, which is sad in my very own eyes
I was telling myself I'd do it for the sake of my own development, but deep inside I realized:
I've caved in for the most basic instict, desire
I almost let my desire destroy those who i truly cared for
When it all began I thought I cared for nobody than myself
But as the story progressed I came to realize that:
With every action we make
With every word we speak
Has repercussions
With every heartbeat
With every flap of her wings the butterfly make
There lies a meaning to those actions
And I guess with the experience I just had, I would realize that I too make misstakes
I can cave in for desire
When all was said and done I feel to my knees in prayer
Hoping that the actions I made that night wouldn't echo on in eternity
My salute goes out to you, you who have lived to see the misstakes I've made
To that person who when I was struck down on my knees in prayer
Would lend me a helping hand, show them that even though I put my praise on you
I realize that you too can make misstakes, for that is what makes you human
Here take my hand and we'll finish this together