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okey...
i cant expect you to see,me when im not around.
and in the brightest hour of my darkest day i realized,what is wrong whit me.i cant get over the stories you tell me.i think its terrible.
i take the memories that hunting me and cut it into shreds.
if we sitting by the fire on a lonley night.you tell me more.and its good that you can talk about it and i whant to listen to you.and i tried to help.but probably not anough.and we have drank our bears and whatched the feelings fly away!in that moment,after the bears,we feel good and alive.just in that moment we started to live.all over again.sometimes we´ll be fighting all the god damn time.and the way they are to you,it´s making me sick.i just whant to cut everyone in smal,smal peaces!it´s getting ill,piss,drunk,stupid,mad.we tearing up eachothers lifes.back in the days thes said that things shoudn´t be this way,but they lied for you.i i dod that do!im sorry...
but now at this moment i cant breathe,and i cant get the angry devil out of my body.don´t know and i can´t explane.you can talk about the only way out but i now that it´s gonna get me again.but i hope that the demon dosn´t dwell inside you,and i hope you have a heart.becouse...i havn´t.and it makes me sad.i cant be a good friend now,i never been and i never gonna be:/..this is my life but i cant change it now.im to far on te wrong way....
but i must help them.they cant do it alone.and your dad,well hes just an ashole im afraid for:/no one can live that way.i don´t know how it is to have a dad like him,becouse my dad shoudnt´do that do me!i know that.but when all is said and done,i could try to be the one whit open armes and open eyes.and i could try to be a good friend.a friend that can help you when you are lost and cant finde a way out.you cant jump of the edge,i know that you cant fly,so don´t even try dude!!!if you want to die,let me wake you up in my armes.hear you saing that everything gonna be alright.for in that moment i can start to live again.and not hide anymore,like i do now.i´m gonna hold you tight,and bury you deep inside my heart.you are so young and your life have just begun.its your life and you must have a chans to live it!everyone else live their life so why must they try to take your to?this world is a cruel place and we´re here only to lose.i was blinde until now.im so sorry for that.if i just helpt you that day you´ve been fine.but i cant take it backe becous its already done.just so you know i will always love you,for who you are,for you don´t care about the devils in school and for you just are you.but i carry the burden of losing rest upon my shoulders.to cry is to lose,and to lose is to die.and you are tired to be something everyone whanted you to be.so fcking faithless.everything that i thought you should be,has fallen apart right infront of me.i thought you had more to give but you just giveup all the fucking damn time!!!...everyone killing you lonleyness.maby not your body ore your soul,but your heart.i wonder how your heart looks like now,after all this years.its not mutch left of your smile,your happiness ore youre wonderfull talant!but it´s up to you now,you must be stronger on the inside and fight your feelings.you know that you gonna winn couse you are a winner!
your stuck between your family and friends.you know that your mother loves you but you don´t know if your dad do that.he does!even if it dont looks lite that.inside hes hart he really love you!but now:
how could i say it so all you could feel it.
it really hurt in my little black stone heart when everyone just teases with her all the time.but im to fraid to stop it.why?what are im afraid for?i dont whant that my bestfriens getting ill by some emo,bitches.they cane look at them selfs before they start to look att everyone else in this world.stupid idiots!!die mother fuckers die!!!
AND IF YOU HAVE REED THIS SHIT NOW:
WHAT DO YOU DO IF THIS COMES DOWN ON YOU?
DO YOU RUN AND HIDE ORE FACE THE TRUTH?
I LOVE YOU DUNN:)
Annons
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