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Man do I feel like shit today...
I don't know why as I otherwise have had an awfully pleasant day, celebrating two of my best friends' birthdays, Bellman's and Erik's, congrats to them, and then written an awfully weird short story that I'm soon to publicize on the internet. Still I feel like shit.
I feel like somebody came a took a big shit down my throat and then proceeded to wipe away my stomach and abdomen with a fick fucking railgun. I feel like throwing up for no apparent reason.
The most logical and probably true correct explanation I can come up with would be that my depressed state is due to a combination of lack-of-sleep, the awfully dark and utterly deprecating cloud looming above my very head and then the terrible muscle ache I've been having since the gym on friday. I'm temporarily depressed. Man this sucks ass.
Then I watched the Tourretes Guy on youtube out of pure boredom and laughed heartily at his antics. Then I started to have a bad conscience because I'd been laughing at somebody with a severe disability. Then, when I realized that he was just a fucking fake, I felt bad becuase I pitied the cocksucker in the first place. Sure, he was funny as bloody hell, but he still discredits and draws a bad name over every single Tourrette's-inflicted man, woman and child on this planet. He effectively helps spread prejudice about these people and god damn me to hell if that doesn't piss me off. It's probably awfully offensive to those inflicted with the shit. I can't even begin to imagine how I'd feel if somebody had offended me like that, let alone how those people who actually put up with shit like this everyday feel.
God damn I think to much shit. I want to think funny and weird stuff, like trees that grow hair instead of leaves. It's dark too. Oh well, I'm about to go out with my little dog in about an hour and hopefully get some fresh air into this forsaken body of mine. Gluärgh!
I wonder if there's a guy that's just like me on the other side of the world...
I wonder, if there really is such a guy, what's he doing right now?
See, that's fun to think about, not like the dark depressive bullshit I'm cooking in my head right now. Damn, I need to get some sleep tonight, Guess I should leave my comp and get some sleep early today.
Damn! I've got tests in a couple of days and have been way to tired today to study for it as I planned. Fuckballs! Grrrhhhwwwwäääääh...
I'm awfully annoyed at myself right now...
Oh yeah, Bellman was going to get that WoW-poster that I got with my latest issue of PCGamer Special.
OCH DAMN! Fuck this muscle ache! It sucks llamas' ass!
I want a chinese guy to massage me right now. Or even better... a girl. Damn, that'd be nice. I'd like to cuddle a little rabbit right now. They're so cute and fluffy, especially when their ears stick up in that cute, funny little way. I'd also like a lemonade and a bath in some nice, warm hot springs... or in a hot tub... or bathe in a sauna, jump into some cold water and get in again... preferably with some good company, like me' best friends.
Hmm... I don't think I got much sensible left to write about, so I'll quit right here.
Cheers!
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