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I Want to Forgive but i can't! , i wanna love but i can't!
when i was 7 years old , the 11 september happen , me and my Godmother and Best friend Jenna McCartny and my big Brother went to New york , to the world trade center and my brother were at his girlfriend's appartment , and when the Plane destroyed the building , my God mom told me to take Jenna out .. but Jenna got Stucked into a wall when some of the roof fell down, she told me to run out and save myself , i told her " i love you and don't forger that " and she answered me " i love you too and don't forget me and don't tell people that this was your fault cause it wasn't!" i was cryin and she was too ! it was so much people there but i got outta there i was standing outside the building and watched on when my Godmother and BESTFRIEND died! and a cop came to me and told me to go somewhere else cause it wasn't a good place foor a 7 years old Girl to be! i couldn't find Jezz's appartment ( My brother Mason's girlfriend) and i went to the police station , and they told me to sit and wait for my mum and dad... but my f***ing mum and dad beat me everyday , they were in Stratford Not in New york , they never raiste me my Grandma and grandpa did the cop's didn't know that i had Cancer they didn't know who i was they just told me to wait for my fucking parents!
so don't tell me about now having feelings!
I AM JUST HUMAN!!!
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