Thoughts from a traveler's soul consciousness - self-realizationDela

People wonder what I'm doing very much, but paradox many wish that they are equally free and did everything what I do.
I have backpacking for 11 years and visited various parts of the wonderful planet. Takes nothing more than clothes, has not been settled accommodation in 11 years.

My mum wonders when I will become an "adult" and follow the structure of society.
I told my mum that I have already tried to fit into this "illusion" society. And this has entered the path "SMACK" once due to stress, demands, drugs and a chasing of time, etc. .... it took me a long time to recover myself. After being awake 11dagar.

I lost my mind when it comes to knowing anything during 4månader of my life, everything was black. : look in the 2 months I slept about a week 6 hour accord to my mother. Then I had printed liquid sleep drugs of doctors who made me sleep in 2 months. Autumn came and the doctor wanted me to put on lobotomy "happy pill" but I refused to sit yourself in a room in winter, without any possibility of social life because of panic anxiety. I was sick and they money I got, I made what has always made me happy, to travel ... I bought a flight trip to India two weeks later, I sat myself on the plane to India for the first time.

I see that you spend a large part of one's daily life to redundancies, and to organize the matriella life in comparison when I am traveling. Where I only have my my mind, free from binding. I can sometimes feel that I forget my mind that I believe to be the most important in our lives.

For the day we leave our body is the single development that counts, I think.
That is what we have acquired within us that is relevant and not what we have gathered around us at the material plane.

With the total collision in the face of a knockout of all my senses as in a boxing match, with a lot of spice to the anxiety and other frightening. So I learned two things I now always have with me in my pack of life and it is ....

It is not important what you own, but what you are.

Do not you go inside you so you go outside you.

And now that I have travel as much as I have done has led me to understand that a regular job, car, apartment and material things as a "primary" goals, will never make me happy. I'm a traveling soul, it's my karma, my place in this life that I must follow. In my next life, I can certainly do something else

Therefore, I travel away from the dark winters in Sweden a couple of months a year, sometimes up to half a year. And come home in the spring / summer when everyone comes out of their huts with a smile to the sun.

As long as I'm happy, I will continue, life is so easy if you follow the heart, there is nothing to be afraid of more than their own fear in our self .Way stop doing things that may me become a better person, plus I'm quite complete as a person in what I do with happiness. Would simply be stupid reason if i stop, I sometimes think for myself .... just stop like that would probably just amputate my soul again .... and I do not want to experience the darkside og the universe again. One time was ok, I was having a self-awareness that led me to soul consciousness .. self-realization.

Someone says to me, you have to be something?? I'm already slightly, I'm no really, I usually say. I work for a period of the year and then myself and realize I am looking for self-knowledge through my travels and share with me possetiv picture of the world we live in.

When I get home it will take a job I can find on the market. Today I tested the bla dishwasher, warehouse manager for a petroleum company, fritds leaders in a segregated part of sthlm , guard, bricklayer in Norway and Sweden, photo model, removal firm, assisting teachers, caretakers, teachers, sports, etc. What has enabled me blivt div workers and had access to the different angles of people in different environments. Right now I drive a couple hours at a removal firm.

I am not a pretend player in this society to be normal / moderate who all in some strange way, trying to strive for Sweden today is full of fallafel and kebab food at this now multi-cultural society. The funny thing is that nobody can difine the word normal if you ask them.

And I have long time accept that I belong to a so-called (immigrants), there are people who become further specialized in that second-generation immigrants, even if they were born in Sweden.
While growing up have been circulating a requirement to fit in, but by time of travel, I have now left that behind me perspective. But there was a time when I wanted to be like many others, the time was the illusion and darkness.

I can get a certain response to what I do is unusual that does not fit into the given pattern.
Many seem to somehow feel that my candidates are threatening them, and trying to push me, though I usually take care to point out that I have my truth, you have your truth, we will share our product? What does your truth in this case more likely than me, I usually ask them?

People feel threatened because I have what they have ... what .... I have a vitality, creative intelligence force to do things that my heart tells me to do .... I have an ability to self-realize my inner moste dream. Thats way ppl like to press on because of ego, jealousy and some concern that is bound to fear. And to itself when it comes to doing something useful with his own vitality / life.

I meet these people in between the .... it was hard to argue at the beginning, it was to be attacked, rather than a deeper understanding.

But today .... with the knowledge that I gain my self during my travels how have given me higher consciousness, unity consciousness, perspective, or call it greater insight through self-realization and self-knowledge -Enlightment of age 33

Quickly become interested and they want advice or answers of "my" part of the truth, or so they go where the front and repress what I said.

There are 2 kinds of feelings that everything has its basis in.

1: love / trust
2: anxiety / fear.

And it is we humans who decide which of these choices, we want to assume in all our choices in life.

So are the choices you & I do in the NOW, which is the only key we need to think about in life.

Annons

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May 2010