november
lördag 7 april 2007 bild 8/14
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"There’s that pain in your chest that doesn’t come from crying alone. There’s the numb feeling inside of you that comes with denial. It makes you wonder why you’re even crying at all. After all, you can’t feel it. You know something’s wrong, but almost don’t remember what it is…because you don’t want to believe it’s true. You want to believe that you’ll see that person again, that this is all just a bad dream; you’re just imagining this- when you wake up, everything will be okay, just the same as it was before. You’re afraid of being stuck in this nightmare; everything is real- you’ll never wake up, things are different now and can never return to the way they were again. They’ll stay still forever, just like the one you love. You torment yourself with the question “Why?” They’re gone, and you feel weak because you know there’s nothing you can ever do to bring them back again. You’re powerless. You hit the wall again and again until your hands are bruised. You hug your knees towards your chest and rest your head on them, letting your tears soak the fabric of your pants. You repeat “no, no, no…” until your voice is too broken to croak the word anymore." Fuck. Word.
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metylfenidat
lö 7 apr 2007 14:25
"You want to believe that you’ll see that person again, that this is all just a bad dream; you’re just imagining this- when you wake up, everything will be okay, just the same as it was before." ._.
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