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Jag har skrivit en liten novell, som är på engelska...orkar inte rätta så ni får stå ut med crappy stavning och grammatik :)
Detta är vad som händer med lilla mig när jag har tråkigt! :D
The rain outside pattered against the carwindow, the sun was hidden behind dark, grey clouds and the clock was about to strike 8PM.
Colette glanced from the corner of her eye at Zayn, which now had a thight grip on the steering wheel.
She laid her eyes back on her hands which was in her knee, constantly fumbled with her fingers. Tears was beginning to form in her eyes.
"When were you going to tell me about this?" she said with unsteady voice.
Zayn sighed loudly and turned his head to look at Colette.
"I don't know, I didn't found any good moment to tell you-"
"So you let the lads tell me instead?"
Colette looked up at Zayn with sad eyes, she didn't understand why Zayn hadn't tell her about this important thing.
"No, you just happened to hear it from them" he tried to avoid the accusation.
Colette sighed sorrowful and looked out the window to watch the city fly by outside the moving car, Zayn sighed too and turned his head again to watch the road.
It's been like this for a week now, they always ended up fighting when they met.
Colette didn't know why, but she didn't want to be a part of it anymore.
Zayn hadn't tell her that One Direction was going to go on a tour for almost 11 months, they couldn't see each other because Colette still studied and Zayn was going to be to busy to fly back to London.
"We can't do this anymore Zayn, and you know it" she said and didn't make eyecontact with her boyfriend as she talked.
Zayn didn't say anything, he just had his eyes clued to the road.
Colette watched him, she had never seen Zayn behave like this, ever. That scared her, alot.
"You're right, we can't do this anymore" Zayn suddenly said after 10 minutes of uncomfortable silence.
Colette looked up at him and she only saw cold, serious eyes looking back at her. No sorrow or regret in the brown eyes she once loved so much.
Her cheeks became wet of the tears that started to slide down her face, she didn't know what to say. She knew that she was the one who brought it up, but she was expecting Zayn to argue with her, saying that they could handle it, but she was wrong.
Suddenly the car seemed to small for her, like the walls was coming closer and she knew that she had to get out of there.
"Pull over" she whispered without even looking at him.
"No"
"Zayn pull over and let me get out" Colette said angrily.
"Colette, I won't pull ove-"
"God dammit Zayn, just stop the fucking car!" Colette screamed and gave him a deadly look.
Zayn looked back at her with a chocked expression in his face, he had never seen Colette like this before. But he didn't listen to her, instead he kept on driving, making Colette more angry.
"Zayn, please...for fuck sake, stop this car right now!"
Like a struck of lightning the car that was now in front of them had appeared and they had no time to break. The car made two flips and then slide almost 50 meters down the wet road, Colette wanted to scream, but she couldn't find her voice.
(lyssna på denna medan ni läser kvarstående text!!!)
When she opened her eyes again she realized she wasn't in the car anymore, she was laying on the road and she started to look around to see where Zayn was. It had stopped raining but the road was still drenched in water, so Colette was soaking wet in a mixture of water and blood.
She spotted the car, which was laying upside down, and she also saw Zayn who was still in the car and was stuck in the seat.
"Zayn" she said with a low voice.
He turned his head to look at her with worried eyes, he wanted her to stay where she was. Because if she came any closer he know that none of them wasn't going to make it, he knew that he didn't have any chance left, but Colette could still make it.
Colette only wanted to save Zayn, so she tried to stand up, but fell down. She didn't want to leave Zayn all alone so she tried again and succeeded this time to take a few step forward until she fell down again, but she didn't want to give up so easy. Instead she started to crawl towards the car and the trapped Zayn.
"Zayn, Zayn...please stay awake" she said to him and climbed into the broken car to help Zayn get out, but it was useless.
She started to pull the seatbelt, kick the seat and tried to bite it off, but nothing worked. In the meantime she had started to cry.
Zayn laid a hand on her cheek and looked deeply into her eyes, he smiled sadly.
Colette screamed for help, but the other car was also damaged and the driver was probably unconscious.
The accident had happened a few kilometers from the city, and the road they had been driving on was not that popular so there was no cars around. Colette screamed anyway, hoping that somebody would hear here, then she remembered her phone laying in her bag.
She started to look for it, and found it in the backseat of the car. Colette was quick with pulling up her phone and pressing 911 on the keypad, talking hysterically with the man on the other end.
"It's okay Zayn, they'll be here any minute" Colette said when she climbed back in the car and placed her damaged body underneath Zayn.
He coughed loudly and it sounded like he was in alot of pain.
"Colette, you have to go-"
"No" she said with even more tears in her eyes "No Zayn, I won't leave you"
He couldn't make her, she didn't want to leave the man she loved because honestly, she couldn't live without him. All these fights seemed stupid now, all those times when she had run out the door of anger seemed like misty memories or dreams, like those moments never excisted.
She hadn't realized how lucky she was to have Zayn as her own, all those times when he had made her laugh or smiled was all she could think about now. She wanted him to survive, to make this through, but in the back of her head, she knew that it was pointless.
The car had started to burning and it was a few minutes left untill the whole car to catch the fire, Colette still hadn't moved one centimeter.
"Please Colette, just go, save yourself" Zayn cried and the tears that was escaping his eyes landed on Colette's cheeks who was also wet from her own tears.
"I'm not leaving you Zayn, not after what I said in the car"
"It doesn't matter anymore, I'm not going to make it, but you can, so please...I'm begging you, go" he said and look down at her with hurtful eyes.
She closed her eyes and shoke her head.
"I can't" Colette said with a whisper.
Zayn took her face between his big hands and made her reach up for him, their lips colide and the feelings and softness in the kiss was beyond everything the two of them ever could imagine. They both knew that this was their last kiss together.
"I love you" Colette said when they broke apart "I love you so much"
"I love you too" Zayn whispered "more than you ever can imagine"
Suddenly Colette could feel someone grap her legs and starting to pull her out of the car, she started to scream and tried to hold on to Zayn's hands. None of them had realized that the car had been catching more and more fire, soon the whole thing would be drowning in deadly flames.
A fireman was pulling Colette outside and was caring her away from the car, she screamed and tried to fight herself out of the thight grip.
When they had reach the fire truck, which was placed about 20 meters from the car, the fireman lost the grip around Colette and she tried to run back to the car.
But the injuries on her body made it almost impossible, she only got away with about 2 meters before the same man catched her again.
She fought him, trying to get back to Zayn. But suddenly, a loud explosion filled Colette's hears and she turned her head to the car. It had exploded while Zayn was still in there.
"NO!" she screamed, heartbroken and scared.
The tears wouldn't stop coming, she cried and cried. She wanted all this to be a nightmare, she would soon wake up with Zayn by her side, safe and alive.
Colette didn't want to believe this, it was far to unfair by god to do this. Take someone she loves so much like that isn't fair, she wanted Zayn back.
Everything seemed to slow down, like in a movie.
Colette fell down to the ground and watched the love of her life die in front of her, and there was nothing she could do about it.
He was gone, forever.
Hoppas ni gillade den, berätta vad ni tycker kunde varit bättre och jag vet att min engelska suger så det behöver vi inte påpeka ^^
The rain outside pattered against the carwindow, the sun was hidden behind dark, grey clouds and the clock was about to strike 8PM.
Colette glanced from the corner of her eye at Zayn, which now had a thight grip on the steering wheel.
She laid her eyes back on her hands which was in her knee, constantly fumbled with her fingers. Tears was beginning to form in her eyes.
"When were you going to tell me about this?" she said with unsteady voice.
Zayn sighed loudly and turned his head to look at Colette.
"I don't know, I didn't found any good moment to tell you-"
"So you let the lads tell me instead?"
Colette looked up at Zayn with sad eyes, she didn't understand why Zayn hadn't tell her about this important thing.
"No, you just happened to hear it from them" he tried to avoid the accusation.
Colette sighed sorrowful and looked out the window to watch the city fly by outside the moving car, Zayn sighed too and turned his head again to watch the road.
It's been like this for a week now, they always ended up fighting when they met.
Colette didn't know why, but she didn't want to be a part of it anymore.
Zayn hadn't tell her that One Direction was going to go on a tour for almost 11 months, they couldn't see each other because Colette still studied and Zayn was going to be to busy to fly back to London.
"We can't do this anymore Zayn, and you know it" she said and didn't make eyecontact with her boyfriend as she talked.
Zayn didn't say anything, he just had his eyes clued to the road.
Colette watched him, she had never seen Zayn behave like this, ever. That scared her, alot.
"You're right, we can't do this anymore" Zayn suddenly said after 10 minutes of uncomfortable silence.
Colette looked up at him and she only saw cold, serious eyes looking back at her. No sorrow or regret in the brown eyes she once loved so much.
Her cheeks became wet of the tears that started to slide down her face, she didn't know what to say. She knew that she was the one who brought it up, but she was expecting Zayn to argue with her, saying that they could handle it, but she was wrong.
Suddenly the car seemed to small for her, like the walls was coming closer and she knew that she had to get out of there.
"Pull over" she whispered without even looking at him.
"No"
"Zayn pull over and let me get out" Colette said angrily.
"Colette, I won't pull ove-"
"God dammit Zayn, just stop the fucking car!" Colette screamed and gave him a deadly look.
Zayn looked back at her with a chocked expression in his face, he had never seen Colette like this before. But he didn't listen to her, instead he kept on driving, making Colette more angry.
"Zayn, please...for fuck sake, stop this car right now!"
Like a struck of lightning the car that was now in front of them had appeared and they had no time to break. The car made two flips and then slide almost 50 meters down the wet road, Colette wanted to scream, but she couldn't find her voice.
(lyssna på denna medan ni läser kvarstående text!!!)
When she opened her eyes again she realized she wasn't in the car anymore, she was laying on the road and she started to look around to see where Zayn was. It had stopped raining but the road was still drenched in water, so Colette was soaking wet in a mixture of water and blood.
She spotted the car, which was laying upside down, and she also saw Zayn who was still in the car and was stuck in the seat.
"Zayn" she said with a low voice.
He turned his head to look at her with worried eyes, he wanted her to stay where she was. Because if she came any closer he know that none of them wasn't going to make it, he knew that he didn't have any chance left, but Colette could still make it.
Colette only wanted to save Zayn, so she tried to stand up, but fell down. She didn't want to leave Zayn all alone so she tried again and succeeded this time to take a few step forward until she fell down again, but she didn't want to give up so easy. Instead she started to crawl towards the car and the trapped Zayn.
"Zayn, Zayn...please stay awake" she said to him and climbed into the broken car to help Zayn get out, but it was useless.
She started to pull the seatbelt, kick the seat and tried to bite it off, but nothing worked. In the meantime she had started to cry.
Zayn laid a hand on her cheek and looked deeply into her eyes, he smiled sadly.
Colette screamed for help, but the other car was also damaged and the driver was probably unconscious.
The accident had happened a few kilometers from the city, and the road they had been driving on was not that popular so there was no cars around. Colette screamed anyway, hoping that somebody would hear here, then she remembered her phone laying in her bag.
She started to look for it, and found it in the backseat of the car. Colette was quick with pulling up her phone and pressing 911 on the keypad, talking hysterically with the man on the other end.
"It's okay Zayn, they'll be here any minute" Colette said when she climbed back in the car and placed her damaged body underneath Zayn.
He coughed loudly and it sounded like he was in alot of pain.
"Colette, you have to go-"
"No" she said with even more tears in her eyes "No Zayn, I won't leave you"
He couldn't make her, she didn't want to leave the man she loved because honestly, she couldn't live without him. All these fights seemed stupid now, all those times when she had run out the door of anger seemed like misty memories or dreams, like those moments never excisted.
She hadn't realized how lucky she was to have Zayn as her own, all those times when he had made her laugh or smiled was all she could think about now. She wanted him to survive, to make this through, but in the back of her head, she knew that it was pointless.
The car had started to burning and it was a few minutes left untill the whole car to catch the fire, Colette still hadn't moved one centimeter.
"Please Colette, just go, save yourself" Zayn cried and the tears that was escaping his eyes landed on Colette's cheeks who was also wet from her own tears.
"I'm not leaving you Zayn, not after what I said in the car"
"It doesn't matter anymore, I'm not going to make it, but you can, so please...I'm begging you, go" he said and look down at her with hurtful eyes.
She closed her eyes and shoke her head.
"I can't" Colette said with a whisper.
Zayn took her face between his big hands and made her reach up for him, their lips colide and the feelings and softness in the kiss was beyond everything the two of them ever could imagine. They both knew that this was their last kiss together.
"I love you" Colette said when they broke apart "I love you so much"
"I love you too" Zayn whispered "more than you ever can imagine"
Suddenly Colette could feel someone grap her legs and starting to pull her out of the car, she started to scream and tried to hold on to Zayn's hands. None of them had realized that the car had been catching more and more fire, soon the whole thing would be drowning in deadly flames.
A fireman was pulling Colette outside and was caring her away from the car, she screamed and tried to fight herself out of the thight grip.
When they had reach the fire truck, which was placed about 20 meters from the car, the fireman lost the grip around Colette and she tried to run back to the car.
But the injuries on her body made it almost impossible, she only got away with about 2 meters before the same man catched her again.
She fought him, trying to get back to Zayn. But suddenly, a loud explosion filled Colette's hears and she turned her head to the car. It had exploded while Zayn was still in there.
"NO!" she screamed, heartbroken and scared.
The tears wouldn't stop coming, she cried and cried. She wanted all this to be a nightmare, she would soon wake up with Zayn by her side, safe and alive.
Colette didn't want to believe this, it was far to unfair by god to do this. Take someone she loves so much like that isn't fair, she wanted Zayn back.
Everything seemed to slow down, like in a movie.
Colette fell down to the ground and watched the love of her life die in front of her, and there was nothing she could do about it.
He was gone, forever.
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