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Okejjj, så jag skrev en "prolog" (vet ej om man kan kalla det för en prolog) till en fanfic jag vill börja skriva på.. Det kommer låta en del som 99 days without you när ni läser det som jag har skrivit men den kommer inte alls vara som den. Den kommer få en helt annan twist och kommer skrivas ur en persons synvinkel (kanske kommer lägga till en annans synvinkel med någon enstaka gång) Jag kommer dock inte spoila vems. Läs det jag har skrivit och säg om ni skulle ge den en chans :)
Dear Louis
All this fame is driving me insane. The media is trying to make me look like a man whore when I in reality don't even like girls. You know I've only got eyes for you, not for some stupid old lady. There are fans who believe in us and there are fans who believe in you and Eleanor but you and I are the only ones who know the truth.
I don't want to hide this anymore Louis, I don't want it to be a secret. I want to be able to hold your hand in public, I want to be able to kiss you when we pause our shopping, I want the paps to take pictures off us and I want to whole world to accept us because I know they will if we fight for this.
I know that it's hard and I know both you and I don't like this situation. I want to spend alone time with you without the management refusing. I want it to be you and I. The other boys see that we have eyes for each other and they're fine with it. I know that Eleanor knows because it's only her job to make you look good in front of the cameras with a girl instead of who everybody thinks is your best friend.
I wouldn't want to have anyone else, I just want you Louis but it's so darn hard. I've come to the point where I just can't keep lying anymore. If the world cant see us the way we really are I don't want to exist anymore. You and the lads are the ones who keep me fighting but I can't barely see you anymore and it hurts so fucking bad. I don't want you to feel bad for me, Louis, because I know you feel the same way about me.. I love the way your warm body feels against my chest when I'm holding you before we pass into sleep but it was so long ago I held you that close but I still remember.
I will end this letter now by saying that I love you and the lads. I don't want you to forget about me because I'll still be with you. My wrists will be wide open when you find me but you don't have to be scared because the pain will be gone. I love you with all my heart Louis, I wish there was a way for me to stay but there isn't. I'm so sorry.
- Harry .x
Dear Louis
All this fame is driving me insane. The media is trying to make me look like a man whore when I in reality don't even like girls. You know I've only got eyes for you, not for some stupid old lady. There are fans who believe in us and there are fans who believe in you and Eleanor but you and I are the only ones who know the truth.
I don't want to hide this anymore Louis, I don't want it to be a secret. I want to be able to hold your hand in public, I want to be able to kiss you when we pause our shopping, I want the paps to take pictures off us and I want to whole world to accept us because I know they will if we fight for this.
I know that it's hard and I know both you and I don't like this situation. I want to spend alone time with you without the management refusing. I want it to be you and I. The other boys see that we have eyes for each other and they're fine with it. I know that Eleanor knows because it's only her job to make you look good in front of the cameras with a girl instead of who everybody thinks is your best friend.
I wouldn't want to have anyone else, I just want you Louis but it's so darn hard. I've come to the point where I just can't keep lying anymore. If the world cant see us the way we really are I don't want to exist anymore. You and the lads are the ones who keep me fighting but I can't barely see you anymore and it hurts so fucking bad. I don't want you to feel bad for me, Louis, because I know you feel the same way about me.. I love the way your warm body feels against my chest when I'm holding you before we pass into sleep but it was so long ago I held you that close but I still remember.
I will end this letter now by saying that I love you and the lads. I don't want you to forget about me because I'll still be with you. My wrists will be wide open when you find me but you don't have to be scared because the pain will be gone. I love you with all my heart Louis, I wish there was a way for me to stay but there isn't. I'm so sorry.
- Harry .x
Annons
Anonymous
Sun 16 Jun 2013 21:19
Ska du skriva allt på engelska? :D
Ida Hammernes
Sun 16 Jun 2013 23:08
Nä, men dialogerna är på engelska! Skulle vilja skriva allt på engelska men eftersom jag är osäker på en del låter jag bli :)
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