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I can't belive I'm doing this,
but I'd never thought that you would act like this
After all we been through you don't seem to care
Memorys of you comes back to me everywhere
Where ever i go it reminds me of you,
but this was something i really have to do
You where the flyin' horse that was stuck to me
I'd never thought that this could be
I meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
Four years of happines
and now God put's us to the test
But I guess you pick what's best for you
and that is something I will not stop you to do
You deserve the best you can have
and if I'm not included in that
I just have to take that shot
But I..
meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
Baby can you count all the times that we laughed?
Baby can you remember all the times that we bathed?
Baby do you recall the last time we hugged?
'cause baby I don't, and now I feel unplugged
I am this and you are that
I'm a rug and you're a mat
You are that and I am this
Does that mean you can't be missed?
no, but hun, this ain't workin no more
I'm not calling you a whore
I just have to do this for my self
but I'll always be here if you want some help
I meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
I'm honest when I say
I want you to stay
but I'd never thought that you would act like this
After all we been through you don't seem to care
Memorys of you comes back to me everywhere
Where ever i go it reminds me of you,
but this was something i really have to do
You where the flyin' horse that was stuck to me
I'd never thought that this could be
I meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
Four years of happines
and now God put's us to the test
But I guess you pick what's best for you
and that is something I will not stop you to do
You deserve the best you can have
and if I'm not included in that
I just have to take that shot
But I..
meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
Baby can you count all the times that we laughed?
Baby can you remember all the times that we bathed?
Baby do you recall the last time we hugged?
'cause baby I don't, and now I feel unplugged
I am this and you are that
I'm a rug and you're a mat
You are that and I am this
Does that mean you can't be missed?
no, but hun, this ain't workin no more
I'm not calling you a whore
I just have to do this for my self
but I'll always be here if you want some help
I meant every word I said through the years
but now i'm lost between my tears
I'll always be here
I'll always be near
and I'm honest when I say,
I want you to stay
I'm honest when I say
I want you to stay
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'cause i can't sit here all night cryin
when all i really want to do is die, in
your arms, just like my dream
i just wanna scream
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10 min senare sitter jag här.. har inget mer att skriva.. har inget mer att säga..
tårarna fortsätter rinna.
jag antar att det inte hade varit såhär jobbigt om det inte hade varit 1000 andra saker.
jag orkar inte skriva mer gulligull.
nu blev allt ilska igen
jag älskar dig då, nu, föralltid.
även fast jag dör snart.
you were my soulmate and i never let anyone come so near
i can't help who i've become
but you and our best times is still what i call home
we had a real connection
in your arms i found real protection
but, people change, things go wrong, shit happends and life goes on
i guess your better off without me
and i understand why, i really do
but my love for you will always be true
i will never ever forget our times together
i really wish that it actually would last forever
i will think of you
i already do
more than you know
i just can't show it and i just can't prove my love for you
i just don't wanna see myself so weak
in fact, if i let it all out
i would just leak
how can just one person effect me and my life so strong ?
i always thought i was right
well, i guess i was wrong
didn't know how much this would hurt
didn't know that i would end up calling myself dirt
i'm ashamed of myself when i see you
and see how well you do
without doing all the things i've done and regret
you always know what to do and expect
you are the greatest and you know it
i just wish i could show it...
how do i think you are?!
yes, you put me through mutch pain and suffer
but i know you've got so mutch more to offer!
all the times you cryed in my bed..
i wish you could choose me insted
but i guess you've found love and comfort
i just wish it was with me and not with those slut's
i'm sorry, it's not me to deside,
but how can i trust them when the hit and hide?
how can i know that they don't hurt you when you pick i fight,
how will i sleep helthy at night?
i hope you pick who you call soulmate
'cause you're my only one, and that's what i hate
no one can ever take your place in my heart
i guess that's just words just like 'kill' and 'bart'
but that's just the words you used to tell me
but now i know that you tell that to every he and she
how can you say that i don't care ?
it maybe not shows on the outside
but my tears are all open wide
but yes, the same to you;
i will always be hear
you will always have me near
and i know, i'm not the best
and you deserve so much more
but i can't help it, do you also think of us when you hear the word "hest" ?
i'm sorry if i put you through so much pain and suffer
somewhere inside i know i got so much more and better to offer
i guess this is our goodbye
it hurts so bad and it's making me so terribly sad to know that this is all my fault
instead of being soulmates we are more like pepper and salt
i wish you joy, happiness, longlasting friendships, love and all the good things in this world
i love you
and i will always do
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