Some mixed thoughts and feelings that needs to come out before I explode!!!

Is the reality better than your fantasies?
Some people says that you always shall live in the reality.
But why live where you always in some point suffer when you in your fantasies always enjoy your life.

What's really best. Let people enjoying them self close to you but you're just playing a role? Or show the real you but at the same time stop your friends to not worry and just have fun.

Aren't we all just empty hearts who needs to be filled.
What's the point with that?!

This is a tale without an happy ending. Nothing will ever be like it was before. So excuse me för living in my escapism for a while but I need some time when I only get good news.

And... I don't care if my english should be messed up!
And... I don't care what you who actually reading this really think about this!
And... I don't wanna talk about it!

This is just an illusion so go to sleep and you will wake up next morning and everything will be like it never happened...
I have the ring which I must drop into the flames of Mordor but what if I don't want to. It makes my heart be more empty but at the same time it's to precious to me.

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TantTekla tor 8 jan 2009 20:06

ÅÅÅÅhhh Moffi!!<3<3

well i really wan't to help you fill your heart again.. but i don't know how..

I know wath would fill it but 'm afraid i can't fix that:/

Sorry att ja inte kan göra mer liksom...

De e svårt å hålla andra flytande när man själv sjunker..

MEn åååh va ja vill hjälpa!

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Poet tor 8 jan 2009 20:07

No one can help me but myself. Det jobbiga är att om jag lagar mig själv så måste jag förlora något jag inte vill. Har jag kvar det så går jag mer sönder. Sen så är det inte säkert att ag lyckas laga mig själv även om jag förlorar det jag vill ha kvar. Jag kan gå ut och njuta av livet men samtidigt som jag har roligt så skriker mitt inre från mitt dunkla hjärta att den inte klarar mer. Jag står vid vägskäl bara att denna gången så ser jag ingen väg som jag giller och som hjälper mig.

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