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Awake
I've been awake for too long
staring down into my own eyes
bewitched by what I saw
by the truth that will be my demise
I fell and couldn't get up
dug deeper than I should have done
ripping up old memories was like
looking down the barrel of a gun
Through all this pain and suffering
I hold on to it like nothing else
should I not want to be sane and healthy
instead of listening to what my past tells
What have I possibly reached
that hurt more than ripping up the seams
now even more I know
that reality isn't worth my dreams
Through years of misery
how can I not see
that the darkness I gaze upon
isn't the real me
*written by me
Annons