Wednesday 4 March 2009 photo 1/1
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Wednesday 4 March 2009 photo 1/1
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I feel so cold. I´m shivering, I´m shaking. It´s an ununderstanding situation, al try 2 b patient but at times I just can´t take it, I wanna move on but it feels like u put it al on hold. ma pillow is wet cause of the tears u left, I remember r last conversation on the phone it diden´t end that well, anger and frustration came out, I´m so tied of the people that keeps on leting me down, u sade ya always have ma back but u diden´t catch me when I was falling down, u wasen´t there when I needed a hug, u left me out here when the rain was pouring down and in the back of ma head I just kept on thinking why? how could I get so easily fooled by u, but al guess I just wished 4 something real and I hoped u would b it , but shame on me not 2 see thor the mask he was wearing but thank u now I can see so much clearer an deja vu is what I´m experiencing, I´ve been thro this once before, I just picked ma self up and that´s what I´m about 2 do now cause this ain´t goanna bring me down. remember when I made that promes about 2 never 4get u and like I said I will keep it but it was up 2 u how u wanned 2 remembered by me..