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Seems i can't sleep anymore and the clock is just 03:00.
I had a dream.
It told me everything will be alright.
But now i know for sure what I have to do.
Use what was given to me to show that I am for real.
I will stay true to myself and I am going all in on this relationship.
I wont give up like I always have in the past cause that is not the true me.
Not knowing why I feel like this not being able to put words on it is proof enuff of for me that my feelings are pure. Being scared yet wanting to go forward.
I'm worthy of her and she is worthy of me that is my belief.
Maybe I'm not the most shrewed stone in the world maybe she aint either.
I don't care cause I'm willing to make this bet.
The bet that this genuine.
And believe that we two can become epic.
Twentyseven Days left till I can hold her in my arms for real. ^_^
I wish it was now.
I had a dream.
It told me everything will be alright.
But now i know for sure what I have to do.
Use what was given to me to show that I am for real.
I will stay true to myself and I am going all in on this relationship.
I wont give up like I always have in the past cause that is not the true me.
Not knowing why I feel like this not being able to put words on it is proof enuff of for me that my feelings are pure. Being scared yet wanting to go forward.
I'm worthy of her and she is worthy of me that is my belief.
Maybe I'm not the most shrewed stone in the world maybe she aint either.
I don't care cause I'm willing to make this bet.
The bet that this genuine.
And believe that we two can become epic.
Twentyseven Days left till I can hold her in my arms for real. ^_^
I wish it was now.