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I'm scared of life but also death
Don't want to live this life anymore
But now I know, I can't just escape from it
have to fight through my pain,
all this fucking pain inside me
everyday seems like the others,
fake my smiles and say: Hey, I'm okay
but every day I'm thinking,
How long will it takes me, how long can my life go on like this?
I'm try holding back my tears an think about what to do,
but everything seems hopeless for a girl like me
I have no power left to take me through this and believing in myself
I've seen my wold fall apart
I've wanted to just run away and leave everything
It feels like I've been down forever with no way out of it
But now I'm gonna change it, never let it be like this again, it's over for me now
I've seen myself lie down on the floor and just scream of pain, seen my scars so clearly, so deep
Never gonna forget, never hiding, cause this is a part of my life, I'm not shamed of it, it's a part of what I've become, and in theend I'm proud of it
All you people as made me feel like hell, you should know that you've heped me to be stronger than ever, you wanted to break me down, but no way!
You've faild hard, so get the hell out of my life!
This is a letter from the inside
You'r feelings making you crazy
Feelings turning your heart into pain
Your bleeding soul baging for help
Don't want to live this life anymore
But now I know, I can't just escape from it
have to fight through my pain,
all this fucking pain inside me
everyday seems like the others,
fake my smiles and say: Hey, I'm okay
but every day I'm thinking,
How long will it takes me, how long can my life go on like this?
I'm try holding back my tears an think about what to do,
but everything seems hopeless for a girl like me
I have no power left to take me through this and believing in myself
I've seen my wold fall apart
I've wanted to just run away and leave everything
It feels like I've been down forever with no way out of it
But now I'm gonna change it, never let it be like this again, it's over for me now
I've seen myself lie down on the floor and just scream of pain, seen my scars so clearly, so deep
Never gonna forget, never hiding, cause this is a part of my life, I'm not shamed of it, it's a part of what I've become, and in theend I'm proud of it
All you people as made me feel like hell, you should know that you've heped me to be stronger than ever, you wanted to break me down, but no way!
You've faild hard, so get the hell out of my life!
This is a letter from the inside
You'r feelings making you crazy
Feelings turning your heart into pain
Your bleeding soul baging for help
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Jag kommer alltid finnas för Dig.
Hoppas Du förstår hur mycket Du betyder för Mig. Bästavän.
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ronja du gör inget fel, du lever.
det är det som räknas, du gör det som känns rätt.
det är det enda du kan göra, gå inte och må dåligt, för det behövs inte, inte över det dom hänt nu. du har inte gjort fel, inte alls. <3
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fanny, tiden rinner ivåg, folk glömmer bort hur de igentligen står till.
dom orkar inte bry sig, de va de jag visste skulle hända.
tiden är allt som finns kvar.
fel gör jag varje dag, hela tiden.
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dom är orolig. du har missuppfattat det.
men det blir inte bättre av att se ner.
även om det är svårt att se upp, vara glad.
så hjälper det inte av att vara ledsen.
en sak som är säker iaf.
jag älskar dej, mer än allt.
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om inte glad?
är de fan inte de jag är?
För i helvete.
NU har du passerat gränsen över vadd jag tål.
jag som kämpar med att komma upp, från helvetet, jag som skrattar fast än jag får tvinga fram skratten.
nu tog de hårt fanny.
för jävligt hårt.
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