Why does it hurt? Why am i even putting up with this shit?

I am always seen as the person without problems, always with a retarded smile on his face.

My problem is exactly that, people disregard what i say.

Do you know what it's like to only be the friend?

I am always here, and I always will be.

But in your eyes, i am nothing more than hollow shell that talks, and can preform tasks.

I'm alone, only time people "say" they care is when you say that no one cares.

They are only doing that as a weak attempt to cheer you up.

But there are those that do care. How can you tell?

In my case those people are limited.

I've got no one to share love, or any emotions with for that matter.

And when I found a girl i really like, that seemed to like me.

Well it was doomed to fail wasn't it?

This feeling is gripping hold of me squeezing out my sanity.

It's probably just a phase, but will i be lost afterwards?

What will you do when the reaper knocks on your door?

Embrace it or resent it?

I'll jump onto his schyte.

Annons

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July 2009