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-Sprinkle salt in the wounds.
I tried so hard to just be a good person, to show that you could trust me. Me, and only me.
But i got so hookt up on it.
So I forgott myself.
I forgot what I needed, what I wanted, what I felt. Everything. For you.
I Noticed that Friday.
That i was taken for granted all the time.
I was just that stupid fat whore everyone was fucking around with.
You possibly right now thinking that I put myself into all this.
Yes, of course I did, it's my life. But I wanted to stop for many many years ago.
But I can't.
If I become selfish, egotistik and seltcentering.
Then the "world" would hate me.
Lisah in people's eye's. Is that girl that doesn't need money back from borrower's.
That girl that can walk a mile alone, for someone.
That girl that you just think you can take for granted.
well.
Now you can.
Because I don't care anymore.
Me, my soul, my heart, my life, my body just doesn't care anymore.
You could shoot me with athousand bullets, and i wont even react.
" I tried so hard, to be something everybody would love. To care about to think that their safe with me.
But I was wrong.
Sick wrong.
But yet Im alive and still doing the same thing.
But the different is.
I can't cange."
-Sprinkle salt in the wounds.
I tried so hard to just be a good person, to show that you could trust me. Me, and only me.
But i got so hookt up on it.
So I forgott myself.
I forgot what I needed, what I wanted, what I felt. Everything. For you.
I Noticed that Friday.
That i was taken for granted all the time.
I was just that stupid fat whore everyone was fucking around with.
You possibly right now thinking that I put myself into all this.
Yes, of course I did, it's my life. But I wanted to stop for many many years ago.
But I can't.
If I become selfish, egotistik and seltcentering.
Then the "world" would hate me.
Lisah in people's eye's. Is that girl that doesn't need money back from borrower's.
That girl that can walk a mile alone, for someone.
That girl that you just think you can take for granted.
well.
Now you can.
Because I don't care anymore.
Me, my soul, my heart, my life, my body just doesn't care anymore.
You could shoot me with athousand bullets, and i wont even react.
" I tried so hard, to be something everybody would love. To care about to think that their safe with me.
But I was wrong.
Sick wrong.
But yet Im alive and still doing the same thing.
But the different is.
I can't cange."
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