I know that you wanted me to change. I'm sorry that I didn't change just because you wanted to. I'm sorry for wasting your time. There is a lot of people that don't even care if i'm dead or alive. I've spent 6 years trying to make you love me and accept me for who I am. Now i'm going to spend another 2 years trying to fit in and feel loved. It's going to be hard because I know for the fact that as soon as I leave, nobody is going to care. It hurts, it really does. When you tell me just "move on" why don't you try for 6 years being in a hell when you knew only 2 people liked you? It's hard knowing that you're living a lie. It's frustrating. All the things I gave you, all the hours i spent listening to your shit and all the lies i had to take for you. But It has to end now. I'm done living like this. There is so much I'd like to tell you but I dont know how. How am I meant to talk to you when all you do is ignore me? I don't even want to try anymore. I have no energy left.
Right now I've only got 5 friends. No more. Because the rest turned their back on me.

Annons

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September 2011