April
Monday 17 September 2012 photo 1/1
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I continue to live in my own shadow of despair and doubt.
Everyday I fight the fact that no one is acting truly towards me.
What am I to you?
Why do I always have to learn everything the hard way?
Why can't I get friends like others get them?
All these feelings I have about all this makes me feel useless as the way I am now.
I don't want to feel like you are doubting me cause I only want to be a true friend to you and I do tell you that outloud.
I might be loud wierd and so on but thats me its what I do.
I fight everyday to hopefully make you see me as me and not as some wierdo you don't understand because everything you need to know about me is all infront of you.
Cause I sure as hell don't hide it.
I don't want to seek hidden meanings in your silence anymore.
Cause that makes me feel even more unwanted.
I don't want to see you lie with a smile infront of my face.
I used to smile but I don't do that anymore...
Everyday I fight the fact that no one is acting truly towards me.
What am I to you?
Why do I always have to learn everything the hard way?
Why can't I get friends like others get them?
All these feelings I have about all this makes me feel useless as the way I am now.
I don't want to feel like you are doubting me cause I only want to be a true friend to you and I do tell you that outloud.
I might be loud wierd and so on but thats me its what I do.
I fight everyday to hopefully make you see me as me and not as some wierdo you don't understand because everything you need to know about me is all infront of you.
Cause I sure as hell don't hide it.
I don't want to seek hidden meanings in your silence anymore.
Cause that makes me feel even more unwanted.
I don't want to see you lie with a smile infront of my face.
I used to smile but I don't do that anymore...
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