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dear diary and everyone else <<
haha! I'm going to tell you something! I have complexes and I'm not always confident. I'm a tomboy I guess, so anything and everything that is girly is somewhat scary to me because it's not what I'm used to. I don't think I was ever your typical girly girl but now it's more like this "style" has become a shell that I can't seem to be able to brake through. I'm not saying I don't like things the way they are it's just that it feels almost forced, as if everyone is expecting it. I don't even know why I care about what others MIGHT expect of me but I do.
I'm also a fighter, I used to be so proud of it I never ever thought the day would come when I would doubt that me being a fighter is a good thing.
sigh, I know it is, still, always. Because it is I am a fighter and that's that it's like people who are football players or people who are dancers and what not, it's just a sport, a hobby. It's nothing.
I really have no idea why I'm writing this so I'm going to stop.
have a wonderful day
I will
I hope
Annons