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And that's that.
Without going into too much details, I ended a relationship last night.
Not a relationship of love, per say, but we had a connection of sorts.
Or so I thought.
Earlier I was told some surprising, although not shocking, facts about this person, and even though I was disappointed and a slightly upset about it, I still managed to keep my cool during the rest of the day,
Last night we talked, and things evolved in such a way that I decided to end things. At least for now.
Right now I can't handle the suspense, the uncertainty and weariness that came with this person's prescence, and I can't bury my thoughts and feelings unless I end it.
I might be able to talk to this person in the future, but I don't count on it. It'll probably just be too weird and too hard...
However, we ended on good terms, but I still feel sad, and I know I probably will end up mourning for some time.
I hope I'm wrong. I hope I'll just forget everything.
But before that I just need to fully understand and realize things won't work out, and that I've done what I could. It just wasn't good enough, and that's why it just wasn't meant to be.
I'm sad, but I'll be alright.
I did the right thing.
Now I just need to look ahead and mend my myself.
Carro /out.
Earlier I was told some surprising, although not shocking, facts about this person, and even though I was disappointed and a slightly upset about it, I still managed to keep my cool during the rest of the day,
Last night we talked, and things evolved in such a way that I decided to end things. At least for now.
Right now I can't handle the suspense, the uncertainty and weariness that came with this person's prescence, and I can't bury my thoughts and feelings unless I end it.
I might be able to talk to this person in the future, but I don't count on it. It'll probably just be too weird and too hard...
However, we ended on good terms, but I still feel sad, and I know I probably will end up mourning for some time.
I hope I'm wrong. I hope I'll just forget everything.
But before that I just need to fully understand and realize things won't work out, and that I've done what I could. It just wasn't good enough, and that's why it just wasn't meant to be.
I'm sad, but I'll be alright.
I did the right thing.
Now I just need to look ahead and mend my myself.
Carro /out.
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